seek...

-sigh- actually,i don't know what to post... but i want to post something... ah... about what's happening to me right now... uhm... ano ba...? well, as usual [as olweiz? hehe...] im in a stage of transformation... talagang nasstretch ako... and i know that God is stretching me.. there are some things na talagang kailangang iwanan at baguhin kase un ung mga reasons kung bakit ang layo ko kay Lord... it's hard... as in... pero wala akong magagawa... i've experienced God's presence in my life and alam kong sobrang saya ng feeling na un... kaya ndi ako nakokontento sa ganto lang.. smooth sailing [sort of] pero walang laman ung utak ko... which means there's a missing link...

and to answer that, i just have to seek Him...SEEK GOD... and from then on i can receive righteousness... grabe!!! yes, i always forgot that... na i-seek si Lord and yung will Niya sa buhay ko... and alam ko namang pag nag-seek ako kay Lord, makikita ko Siya...

I will magnify You
I will glorify You
I will lift my hands and
worship my King...

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i can say that slowly, im coming to my senses now... naiinis na ko sa mga bagay na alam kong ayaw ni Lord... just like kanina, nung exam sa computer... grabe, i just wanna cry out to God right away kase ayoko nung mangyayari... ewan ko kung nagkopyahan nga sila... [-sigh]... ang nagawa ko na lang was to pray...

and i love the feeling na may nararamdaman ako... mas ayoko ng wala akong pakelam...
hanggang kailan kaya to...?

-sigh-


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BE STILL AND KNOW THAT HE IS GOD!