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I applied for the Trainer post few months ago and I passed... Now, the training for the Training Apprentice has started and it seems like I don't know what to do... I know I can do it... I used to handle groups before, talk in front of a lot of people with confidence and all those stuff... but now, it seems like Im incompetent... im not skilled anymore... i feel like Im on Moses' shoes... but I believe that He who began a good work in me will carry it to completion! He didn't bring me here for nothing! So please pray with me that I'll be able to find my strength and confidence in Him and that I'll be able to endure this season and see His glory revealed!

Going Through Spiritual Confusion

Jesus answered and said, ’You do not know what you ask’ —Matthew 20:22 There are times in your spiritual life when there is confusion, and the way out of it is not simply to say that you should not be confused. It is not a matter of right and wrong, but a matter of God taking you through a way that you temporarily do not understand. And it is only by going through the spiritual confusion that you will come to the understanding of what God wants for you. The Shrouding of His Friendship  (see  Luke 11:5-8 ). Jesus gave the illustration here of a man who appears not to care for his friend. He was saying, in effect, that is how the heavenly Father will appear to you at times. You will think that He is an unkind friend, but remember?He is not. The time will come when everything will be explained. There seems to be a cloud on the friendship of the heart, and often even love itself has to wait in pain and tears for the blessing of fuller fellowship and oneness. When God appears to be