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-sigh- just later this afternoon, un yata ung na-experience ko... =c im not sad because i've experienced that... malungkot lang ako kase ganun pala ung feeling nun...but i shouldn't be... malungkot ata ako kase akala nila galit ako and no one understands me... but i know God does! ayoko ng ganun... kung kelan inaayos ko na ung sa min ni LOrd saka naman nagpapapansin ung mga unnecessary forces... -sigh- haaaay....

nways, masama bang mawalan ng expression ung mukha ko...? tapos nagkasugat pa ung labi ko kaya medyo... basta... tapos akalain ba ng lahat ng tao galit ako...? kaya ko bang magalit sa nonsense na bagay...? tipong may pasok lang sa saturday e.. e ano naman..? wala pa rin akong pakelam.. nothing can stop me from going to PDL seminar... gerahin man ako ng buong mundo, wala akong pakelam!

but i hate the feeling na merong galit sayo, or bad trip sayo... dahil ba sa bibili kami ng damit bukas, tapos kailangan mag-practice... in the first place, WHY DO WE HAVE TO STRESS OURSELVES....? WHY DO WE NEED TO WORRY?!??! [tao nga naman...-sigh-] yes, i do understand.. siguro, mainit na ulo nila nadagdagan pa ng expression ng muka ko...? e wala na nga akong expression e...? kala pa nila galit ako...

LOrd, sorry... sorry if i caused some people to get angry at me... sorry... i don't wanna justifry... if You think that what i did was wrong, just tell me...

dun sa mga taong akala nio galit ako, at ndi tayo nagkasundo-sundo kanina sa gagawin bukas, sorry... sorry kung ako ung reason ng pagkainit ng ulo nio... gutom lang ako... kung ayaw niong maniwala, ok lang... naiintindihan ko naman kayo e... God bless!

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