there are times in our lives wherein we tend to compromise... as in we really compromise... and those decisions hinder us from getting closer to God... im sure i've done things like that for the past weeks... that's why right now, i can't feel God's presence... i know and i believe that my heart's really contaminated... but God is soooooooo great that He gives chance to those people who asks for forgivenes... who's so desperate for Him... and im one of them...
right now, i dare to be daniel... i dare to be different for God's glory... and i want to start right now...i don't wanna be a slave of this world.. i want to be a servant of GOd... enough is enough...
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as i was going home after the worship service this morning, i chose to ride in a jeepney.. tapos, ndi ganun ka-luwag kahit konti lang ung mga pasahero kase ndi naman nakaayos ng upo ung mga tao... tapos, umupo ako dun sa bandang gitna na medyo ang katabi kong babae naka-diagonal position... sabi ko, 'scuse me po...'... -no reaction- haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay.... mga tao nga naman, basta makaupo na lang, parang walang pakelam kahit na parang malalaglag na ko kase isang part lang ng buttocks ko ung nakaupo.. then, God impressed something [again...] "anak, ganyan ka rin sa 'kin eh..." then i realized oo nga noh... may mga times wherein we feel that GOd wants to have a place in our hearts pero anong ginagawa natin...? nararamdaman na natin pero nakatalikod pa rin tayo sa Kanya.. wala tayong pakelam kung nahihirapan na Siya sa tin o kung ano man... [buti na lang GOd's love endures forever!!!] gusto lang naman ni Lord magkaron ng place e... actually, he wants all of us! all of me, all of you! pero ndi natin SIya pinapansin... wala tayong pakelam...
i don't know if that lady has a problem or whatsoever that's why she didn't move a little to give space for me... pero ganun din tayo minsan... may problema lang tayo, tinatalikuran na natin si Lord... tipong nagsosolo na tayo... tapos, nararamdaman man natin Siya ndi natin pinapansin...
i wasn't hurt that much sa ginawa nung lady... kase, feeling ko, hanggan ngayon... i haven't fully surrendered all of me to God... mas naging grabe pa nga e... talagang ndi ko na SIya maramdaman, as in sobrang silent... ang hirap tuloy maghanap...=c but i do believe God chose to be silent for me to strip off everything na ndi ko naman kailangan... He just wants all of me pero ndi lahat na-surrender ko sa Kanya... but i do believe that God will not let me go..
NOTHING CAN SEPARATE US FROM THE LOVE OF GOD!
right now, i dare to be daniel... i dare to be different for God's glory... and i want to start right now...i don't wanna be a slave of this world.. i want to be a servant of GOd... enough is enough...
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as i was going home after the worship service this morning, i chose to ride in a jeepney.. tapos, ndi ganun ka-luwag kahit konti lang ung mga pasahero kase ndi naman nakaayos ng upo ung mga tao... tapos, umupo ako dun sa bandang gitna na medyo ang katabi kong babae naka-diagonal position... sabi ko, 'scuse me po...'... -no reaction- haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay.... mga tao nga naman, basta makaupo na lang, parang walang pakelam kahit na parang malalaglag na ko kase isang part lang ng buttocks ko ung nakaupo.. then, God impressed something [again...] "anak, ganyan ka rin sa 'kin eh..." then i realized oo nga noh... may mga times wherein we feel that GOd wants to have a place in our hearts pero anong ginagawa natin...? nararamdaman na natin pero nakatalikod pa rin tayo sa Kanya.. wala tayong pakelam kung nahihirapan na Siya sa tin o kung ano man... [buti na lang GOd's love endures forever!!!] gusto lang naman ni Lord magkaron ng place e... actually, he wants all of us! all of me, all of you! pero ndi natin SIya pinapansin... wala tayong pakelam...
i don't know if that lady has a problem or whatsoever that's why she didn't move a little to give space for me... pero ganun din tayo minsan... may problema lang tayo, tinatalikuran na natin si Lord... tipong nagsosolo na tayo... tapos, nararamdaman man natin Siya ndi natin pinapansin...
i wasn't hurt that much sa ginawa nung lady... kase, feeling ko, hanggan ngayon... i haven't fully surrendered all of me to God... mas naging grabe pa nga e... talagang ndi ko na SIya maramdaman, as in sobrang silent... ang hirap tuloy maghanap...=c but i do believe God chose to be silent for me to strip off everything na ndi ko naman kailangan... He just wants all of me pero ndi lahat na-surrender ko sa Kanya... but i do believe that God will not let me go..
NOTHING CAN SEPARATE US FROM THE LOVE OF GOD!
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