Livin' only by Grace

this is watit his real name is joshua hehehe.. i will not forget this kid.. of course, he's one of my cousins.. hehe ^_^ had a great [though tough] time with him when we were in the province *_* he's only two years old.. pero parang may stranger anxiety pa.. [which is normal naman] hehe.. though boring dun sa province kase walang mapuntahan, i enjoyed playing with him [parang bata.. haha.. yaya..] and with my other cousins .. [ang laro, patintero! which is waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah! sakit ng ulo kase nagsisigawan sila lagi! hehe] i'm just fond of him kase daming kulit experiences.. he's not eating supplemental food.. laging milk lang..but when i was there, sabi ni tita weng, nun lang daw kumain ng rice.. sinubuan ko kase siya when we were having breakfast.. hehehehe... ako lang daw nakapagpakain ng ganun.. ^_^ weeeeeeeh! achievement.. hehe i really have that talent when it comes to kids.. napapaamo.. hahahaha joke nakakatuwa din kase di siya talaga madaling sumama sa mga hindi

hehehe... i thank God for giving me such a wonderful opportunity to spend CHristmas here with family -- relatives from my father's side.. malayo nga lang.. hehe dito nueva vizcaya.. and whoa.. i've learned a lot of things when we were traveling papunta dito.. i've learned that : i can stand in the bus for about 10 hours..? [tayuan na kase.. hehehe] no gentleman found... hehe what else..? hmmmmmm there are different positions pala while standing.. hahaha the rest, next time na lang.. dito lang ko internet shop with many kids.. huhu

my not so biological RLE groupmates.. hehehe darryl, ten-ten, gladys, harold [and cathy], chino [and someone], royce, and I.. [yung iba kase di nakasama -- ice, jerome, ron, jc -- sorry na lang kayo wala kayo sa picture.. hehehehe] we really had a great time last night.. though the service in Gerry's grill is not that great, the food tastes great BUT STILL! the service is so tagal... waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!!! traffic na nga papunta [na ngayon lang ako natraffic papuntang town] it's like we left at 6:30 we arrived there at about 8 pm.. you like that? huhu traffic... after eating we went bowling!! hehehehehehe... and it's really nice.. sana lang kasama yung iba. kakatuwa... adik ulit sa pictures... ^_^ na for some time.. i didn't like pictures.. i don't know why.. and i'm socializing again! hehehehe... for sometime i think i'm not really having time with people.. it's my first time to go out with my classmates.. =) and guys, thank you! i really had

Jesus remains... this message was really poignant.. . .got rebuked also.. hehe for the past days just felt like God left me.. but He didn't.. hehe hiya nga ko kay Lord kase parang pati sa Kanya ganun naisip ko... but it's not true... when everything is gone.. i still have Jesus... - we still have Jesus... and i have to believe that... =) i really have to.. =) that's a fact... Jesus loves me and nothing could ever change that.. =) hehe... nakaka-encourage lang yung message kanina... =) Satan will do everything to discourage you.. that's his job... but what God says is this.. "Be strong and very courageous..." don't look at your "giants"... look how BIG your God is ... and everything else will change.. =) natawa pa ko dun sa outline ng message ni ptr.. the first question was are you against all odds..? what if everything else is against you...? what will you do? =) Jesus can deliver you =) just felt God's love kanina.. na parang whoa... just ca

- Hillary Duff/Raise Your Voice i always loved this song..i think i posted this already.. just wanted to repost it.. =) Found myself today Oh I found myself and ran away Something pulled me back The voice of reason I forgot I had All I know is you're not here to say What you always used to say But it's written in the sky tonight So I won't give up No I won't break down Sooner than it seems life turns around And I will be strong Even if it all goes wrong When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe Someone's watching over me Seen that ray of light And it's shining on my destiny Shining all the time And I wont be afraid To follow everywhere it's taking me All I know is yesterday is gone And right now I belong To this moment to my dreams So I won't give up No I won't break down Sooner than it seems life turns around And I will be strong Even if it all goes wrong When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe Someone's watching

God is love. that's it.. and for the past months... i've been learning this thing.. God's grace.. mercy.. and most of all, LOVE... it's just that sometimes, we forget to practice it... God is love.. that's His very nature... He shows love to sinners... to the sick.. to the prostitute... to everyone... if we ought to be Christ-like, we ought to practice love His way... not condemning... but understanding.. not rejecting.. but accepting... not speaking abruptly... but listening with your heart... people are not perfect... they make mistakes... you can't change that easily... it's just that no matter what happens, you have to show forth love.. that's what God does... that's what He did... that's what He's doing... loving us for eternity... can't we love our brothers and sisters..? accepting them for who they are..?