again...

And yet again, this feeling lingers... I don't know if I'm lost or tired or I dunno...

But I know, soon, this will pass away..

I just have to endure...

Unexpected Provision

We were accompanied by two couples a while ago to Ongpin to buy our wedding ring... We only have 5k at hand but the ring's for 8k... Ate Joy covered for the amount that we lack... but later on, she said that we dont have to pay it back! Then Ate Helen also brought her wedding gown... I tried to put it on and surprisingly, it fits me well!

I dont know what to say or think of... We were not raised to borrow from someone or ask for someone's help but God has His own way of providing for His children's needs... We may not expect it but He has His own way of hitting two birds with one stone--providing for your needs and teaching you some of His principles.

I was just humbled by this experience... Indeed, He never forgets... His promise remains!

It's my birthday and this is my heart's cry...

Come like a flood
And saturate me now...
You're all I want...
Come like the wind
and sweep throughout this place...
You're all we want...

I was dreaming I was handling a CST class again then I woke up haha! It put a smile on my face... training... It's my birthday and I was dreaming of being in front of the class haha! Good thing I'm on leave tonight. I took my phone, I had 5 messages... then I checked facebook and replied to those who greeted me but for some reason, my comments didn't post... While I was browsing on facebook, I was thanking God for giving me another year... This is my 25th year and I can say, indeed, I am blessed... Blessed to have a family, few but good close friends, and a special someone who's always been there for me... I can't ask for anything more! I can't even think of a gift when RJ asked me what gift would I like... hehe but I still asked God for something...

I asked that He enlarge my territory...
That I may be the salt and the light of this world...
That He fill my barns so the blessing will flow and overflow..
That I may be a blessing...
That I may have more faith and experience more of His grace...
That my children will not beg for food...
That I may be righteous in His sight...

When was the last time I blogged?

hmmmm I barely can remember...



Maybe I'm just absorbing stuff... re-learning things after unlearning it..



Later on I'll have something to blog about.

Not feeling good

Sometimes I’m just really frustrated I want to be alone.