Livin' only by Grace

as of the moment... this is what God has been teaching me... i mean, teaching me in a deeper way... or in a more valuable aspect...? in a bigger area... hmmmm.. to start with, this song summarizes what i really feel... and i have come so far You changed me by Your Word and purified all of my desires I know that we will never part You called me as YOur own and know i live to find my rest in You I give my life each day that i live to be holy and faithful LOrd 'cause i know You live in me So i can love You more than this LOrd more than the things of this world... to love You is all i wanna do Jesus, You're the beacon of my heart You're the light in the dark.. and know i live this life for YOU ALONE... *From now on, i walk in full surrender to give the things i hold so dear... for You i'm letting go.... this song's one of my favorites whenever i realize that i've grown a little bit... whenever i realize that i'm far as in very far from who i was before... ! and

I stand here before You in wide open wonders amazed at the glory of You... the power of heavens revealing Your purpose in me... as i'm reaching for You... Lord, if there'd be one thing that my heart wants to do right now, it would be worshiping You... loving You... surrendering my every all to You... my Best Friend, Lover, Savior, Father, King, Master.... i just want to come to You right now to feel Your embrace... i don't know... i don't have any clue as to what to do... things seem to be a bit blurry... i don 't want to do something that's not part of Your plan... i know i can't get opinions from everyone as to what to do... but i don't know if i should follow what's on my mind right now... i can't pray.. -not yet ready...- [haha! is that possible!!?!?!?! joke!]... i can feel that there's something You want me to do but i'm not sure yet if it's from You... -sigh-... -sigh-... -sigh-... it's really hard.. i don't know... [am

hmmmmm... i don't feel like posting anything... but since gusto kong may magawa... i'll post... hmmmm... medyo marami sana kong gagawin kaya lang... wala lang... hmmmm.... tomorrow, duty nanaman sa fabella... dapat 6-2 kami e.. kaso naging 2-10!!! pambihira... pero sa tingin ko lang, malamang... God has a purpose... and there always will be!!! ***** EUTHANASIA is this a big deal to you...?!?! would you be in favor of legalizing this thing into the Philippines or even worldwide...?!?! what's your stand....??!? in our REED class, some of our classmates reported this topic... well last week, our group reported something about abortion... it's just good to know that we had this question and answer in the middle of the report... hmmmm... and would you be in favor of this one..?!?! well, for me... it's a big NO! nO! as in NO!!!!! first and foremost, it's because for me, it's your way [or a person's way] of taking his own life.. or on the relatives' side,

... is just not an option!!! -sigh-... i don't know how to compose what i'm really feeling right now.. but one thing's for sure... I DON'T HAVE THE RIGHT NOT TO BE OKAY!!! whew! have a lot of things to do.. things to accomplish.. things to learn... things to savor.... things to digest... wow!! and God is just teaching me right now... at this very moment... and i'm glad... i'm glad because i know GOd is preparing me.. i'm undergoing a training period wherein i should be equipped.. i don't know for what.. but for sure, there's always a reason... and it seems like i kinda like what's happening to me.. but i'm a bit wondering about what's gonna happen... hmmm.. there's more to come... being selfish is really a big no! no!... it's not fitting to say that i'm just not okay that's why i'm exempted.. i should not think of what's happening around me... i was just amazed at how God placed this burden inside me that i know

God has been teaching me a lot of things for this past week... i may be blind and numb that i didn't have the chance to see it coming to me and i didn't feel it coming.. haha... but still... learning isn't too late... NOT ALL... - not all Christians who are speaking like a true Christians are really Christians to the truest sense of the word... - not all of your friends can lead you to God... sometimes, you are one of their friends for you to lead them to God... - not all parents are like mine's... =) - not all days are going to be just like yesterday... if you're ok today... expect something different tomorrow... - not all the time you can hear God's voice... sometimes you really have to seek... mourn... wail... - not all the time of the day you can feel God's presence... I WAS PASSIVE... - i was passive about what's happening to me right now... actually, i was and is always passive... - i was passive at some things that i can't post them here... so