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it's been like 3 or more weeks... since we passed our manuscript for our final defense... and the submission of the final copy [hard bound] is october 12 [which is next week...] and guess what... our schedule for final defense has been moved.. and moved.. and moved... and moved... the final defense is supposed to be today.. but yesterday, the secretary told my thesismates that the chairman of the panel [our beloved dean] is not available today... so she said, it would be on friday [but IT'S STILL NOT SURE....] and one professor joked at them saying, "octoberian na kayo.." whew.. [tapos marami pang gagawin dun after the final defense.. =j -sigh- but i'm not worrying on those stuffs...]

i don't believe that.. i believe that God's going to do something great.. but i don't know how.. i don't know when.. but one thing's for sure... He's never late... He's always on time.. -sigh- but sometimes.. honestly... i just don't know what to do... seems like i can no longer pray.. it's like praying becomes harder and harder... but that's the ONLY BEST THING TO DO... [only na best pa..] but it seems so hard to pray... whew...

is this the "place of humiliation" as what i've previously posted..?

Oh Lord.. i really must admit.... it's hard.. and it's getting harder...

kahit dito sa bahay... financial crisis... sobra...

and i just want to put my hope and trust in Him... but He seems to be soo silent... what should you do with that...?

but i do hope in these things .. He's there... He hears... He listens... and He will answer...
He will make a way for me...

though it's hard.. Lord.. it's really hard... it's really hard...

and so i can relate to this..







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Meryl Ann Dulce said…
All I can say is, I'll pray for you, Mhe. Kaya mo 'yan. kelan ka ba pinabayaan ni Lord? Never pa naman, di ba?
7:12 PM
mheries said…
thanks meryl!!! =) hooH!
9:08 AM
weena said…
mhe, press harder. God is up to something. :D
9:59 AM
mheries said…
waaah.. T_T it's just hard.. but that's it.. hooh
11:29 AM
weena said…
okay lang yan. take heart. God is your reward. sarap nun di ba? :D
11:41 AM
mheries said…
hoooh! yeah..

"I am your shield
Your very great reward.."
-forgot the verse.. hooh
10:29 PM
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