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love... love... love...

-sigh- i visited the blog of the friend of my elementary classmate... ehehehe.. and wala lang.. yes, it's the 12th of february... malapit na palang mag-valentine's day?!? hahaha! nakakatuwang isipin kase, wala lang.. parang im just... normal! ehehehe.. walang rush.. walang pinoproblemang kung ano man.. ndi natataranta sa valentine's.. nways, wala akong masabi... gusto ko lang mag-comment..

hmmm... looking back... uhm.. wag na lang tayong mag-look back... ok? [kung gusto niong malaman, mail nalang kayo sa kin...ok?!] ako naman ang nagkwe2nto eh! ehehehhe... nways, wala lang.. nakakatuwang isipin na i was once like those people before... so inlove na tipong yung taong mahal mo na ung mundo mo... sobrang siya na ung lagi mong iniintindi... sobrang excited sa day na magkikita kayo... malungkot pag ndi ka kinausap... malungkot pag ndi ka manlang na-text or tinawagan... malungkot pag ndi kayo magkasama... and mas malungkot pag nagkahiwalay kayo... [sorry, i can't recall the feeling..=)] haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyy... teenagers nga naman.. puro un at un na lang ang inaatupag...

ganyan din ako dati! i lived a life like that.. but i discovered something.. MAS MASARAP MAGMAHAL SI LORD... im not telling that wag na kayong mag-boyfriend o kung ano man... what i'm trying to say is that, mas masarap 'pag si Lord muna ung inuna mo... pag nagsumiksik ka sa love ni Lord... pag nagpaturo ka sa Kanya kung pano talaga magmahal... [unlike the "love" that this world knows...] ung love na hindi selfish, impatient, ndi humble.. ung love na dapat nagse-serve, patient, kind, not jealous, nor conceited, nor proud... [1 Corinthians 13 - the love chapter] wala lang.. ang sarap mag share ng insights... sana lang ndi tayo nabubulagan... pero, aawayin ako ng mga tao.. [who cares! ehehehehe] sasabihin nila, na it's false! ehehehehe.. but they haven't experienced it yet.. yes, iba-iba tayo ng experiences... pero iisa lang ang point nun... although gasgas na to for some... it's still my favorite definition about love.. GOD IS LOVE! true enough that God is love..kung alam nio lang..haven't you meditated that phrase...?

God has plans for us.. and pati na rin ung lifetime partner natin, naka-plano kung sino.. right now, pine-prepare din un ni Lord.. and the only way to find out who he/she is.. is to get close to God.. He created all of us, so Siya lang rin ang makapagsasabi kung sino ba ung guy/girl for us... and at this point in time, we should not waste our lives and our time looking for the right person.. let's seek God and His will para ndi na tayo mahirapan pa sa kung sino man un! eheheheh.. i remember a friend.. he's always telling me na wala daw akong balak magka-boyfriend.. and wala daw sa vocabulary ko un?!?! hahahahhahaa!

many of us settle for the good [kaya ndi natin nalalaman kung ano ba ang best e!] marami sa tin sumasakay sa agos ng mundong 'to... tipong nagse-settle for happiness that is just temporary...

i tell you, sobrang mag-react ka man dito sa mga sinasabi ko, only God can teach you how to love.. ung love na tipong unconditional.. He can heal brokenhearts...[God is close to the brokenhearted...] ung love na ndi tulad ng love na nakikita mo sa tabi-tabi.. kung lonely ka man ngayon, lahat sila may boyfriend, girlfriend, who cares! God loves you so much and ang tagal nang hinihintay ni Lord na hayaan mo naman siyang iparamdam Niya sayo ung love na un...SIYA NAMAN MUNA... aren't you tired...???

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