Livin' only by Grace

hmmmm... -sigh- i had the greatest time with my friends just last week... hehehe... and un din ung 1st time na dumaan ako sa pink na overpass sa may tapat ng coastal mall [yuckersss!!!!] hmmmmm.... hehehehehe... nothing significant happened.. naglakad lang kami ng naglakad.. [malamang diba..!? kase walang car..] hmmmm.. from luneta park to intramuros.. then back to baywalk.. hehehehehhe.. -sigh- the "loner-mode-walking-silently times" were the best... kahit na di kami nagkwekwentuhan.. ung tipong kasama ko lang sila habang tahimik was the moment na hinahanap ko pala... hehehehhe... being with my friends in the midst of a lot of things bothering you is not enough.. them, being with you in silence was the BEST!!!! ewan ko kung talagang hinahayaan lang nila kong tumahimik.. hehehe.. pero kahit ano pa man ang dahilan, dat was the best moment in my life i had with my friends... divine friends... ndi naman ganun katahimik.. pero basta! ang hirap i-explain... lam kong pagod kaming l

i miss you guys...

hmmmmm... i just enjoyed the silent moment with my friends yesterday... it was the best time ever!!!

Never be sympathetic with a person whose situation causes you to conclude that God is dealing harshly with him. God can be more tender than we can conceive, and every once in a while He gives us the opportunity to deal firmly with someone so that He may be viewed as the tender One. If a person cannot go to God, it is because he has something secret which he does not intend to give up— he may admit his sin, but would no more give up that thing than he could fly under his own power. It is impossible to deal sympathetically with people like that. We must reach down deep in their lives to the root of the problem, which will cause hostility and resentment toward the message. People want the blessing of God, but they can’t stand something that pierces right through to the heart of the matter. If you are sensitive to God’s way, your message as His servant will be merciless and insistent, cutting to the very root. Otherwise, there will be no healing. We must drive the message home so forcefull

blurred... no.. actually, nothing's blurry... pero almost everything seems bothering to me... -sigh- if i'll be given a chance to do something, that would be to go to a place... sit wit a friend... be silent for few moments.. and that's it... -smile- i think that would make me smile... how i wish may park dito sa village namin... hehehehehe... maybe i'm shocked... still shocked... medyo wala pang laman masyado utak.... -whew!- but my God's grace... i know things shall come to pass... i already laid it under His feet... -smile- i know what to do... to just pray and do nothing unless God tells me to do so... -sigh- yes, i've been drained... ng ndi ko alam... -whew- it's like whoooaaaaaa.... but everything seems clear to me right now... i just have to ask for wisdom with what to do... 'cause i can't do it... welcome to my world of silence...

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hmmmmm.... i just had a dream last night... hehehehe.... medyo magulo ng eh.. and i remember the incidents [almost all] that happened... puzzled lang ako sa guy na to... he' s with us.. and parang tropa ko ata..?! pero ang magulo kase ung "tropa" na kasama ko dun, ndi ko sila kilala... i hardly remember their faces na nga eh.. tapos there's this guy na part ng tropa na un na may feelings sa kin... tapos.. hahahahah!!!! un... nakapagtataka kase ndi ko sila kilala... ngayon, ndi ko na matandaan face nia... wala lang... *************** guilty... hehehehe... ganun pala ung feeling ng guilty!!! waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhh... to whomever God is preparing for me... sorry... medyo ... hehehehehe.... -grin- medyo may tinignan ako.. and medyo... whew!! sorry... hehehehehe

-sigh- realizations... realizations... realizations... -sigh- sometimes you have to slow down and ponder about some things... hehehehe... sometimes you have to walk and not run.... sometimes you have to take a deep breath... relax... sometimes you just have to listen... sometimes you just have to be silent... sometimes it helps if you'll just cry a little... and a little more... sometimes.... yeah, sometimes... sometimes we fall out of track... sometimes we go astray... sometimes we rely on our own... sometimes it's hard to move on... sometimes it's hard to take that step... sometimes the only thing you're thinking of is just giving up... sometimes you just don't want to go on anymore... sometimes it hurts a bit... sometimes there seemed to be no reason to smile... sometimes it's just... -sigh- sometimes you'll just realize you're a failure... sometimes you'll realize that you've messed up... sometimes you can't feel the embrace of your Fathe

-sigh- just came from a place wherein you know you really failed GOd... i just came from a place wherein i know that i cannot boast anything... i've messed up... i wasn't ok... i was bad... and i'm just patching things up between me and my God.. and whew!!! grabe lang ang pagkilos ni Lord... ang sarap pala ng feeling na alam mong talaga nagre-rely ka lang sa Holy Spirit... you were not ok... but then, that's not the question... do you have that faith that God can still use you whatever circumstances you are facing as of the moment...?! and yes... whew... it's really faith God... what happened a while ago was a matter of faith... i just saw this little girl... trying to patch things up... trying to fall into the arms of her Creator once again... starting again... but then, she didn't mind her incapabilities... she didn't mind if she feels good or ok or not... what was on her mind is that she won't allow her Father's work to be stopped just because she

-sigh- i just thought that everything was through... but then... oaaaaaaahhhhh... -sigh- -sigh- -sigh- -sigh- -sigh-

hmmmm.. can't think of anything to post.. as of the moment.. hehehehe... hmmmmm.... wala lang... -sigh- -sigh- -sigh- -wink-

Life without war is impossible in the natural or the supernatural realm. It is a fact that there is a continuing struggle in the physical, mental, moral, and spiritual areas of life. Health is the balance between the physical parts of my body and all the things and forces surrounding me. To maintain good health I must have sufficient internal strength to fight off the things that are external. Everything outside my physical life is designed to cause my death. The very elements that sustain me while I am alive work to decay and disintegrate my body once it is dead. If I have enough inner strength to fight, I help to produce the balance needed for health. The same is true of the mental life. If I want to maintain a strong and active mental life, I have to fight. This struggle produces the mental balance called thought. Morally it is the same. Anything that does not strengthen me morally is the enemy of virtue within me. Whether I overcome, thereby producing virtue, depends on the leve

hehehehe... hmmmm... i was just amazed.... gazing at GOd's glory.... gazing at His goodness... feeling the comfort of His embrace... hiding under the shadow of His wings... oh, what a feeling... it feels good to be in God's presence... haha!!! 'coz the enemy has been defeated.. and death couldn't hold you down.. we're gonna lift our voice in victory.. we're gonna make Your praises loud...! shout unto God with a voice of triumph! shout unto God with a voice of praise! shout unto God with a voice of triumph! we lift Your name up! WE LIFT YOUR NAME UP! haha!! nobody's exempted in experiencing trials.. especially that kind of trial.. i've just been there.. and whoa... hehehe.. i really didn't expect that i'll still experience those... whew! and yes!!!! i just came from a tight battle... -loud sigh- and i'm glad and very proud to say that indeed i'm more than a conqueror!!! THE BATTLE IS GOD's and VICTORY IS MINE!!! hahah!!! oh Lord... o

Found myself today Oh I found myself and ran away Something pulled me back The voice of reason I forgot I had All I know is you're not here to say What you always used to say But it's written in the sky tonight So I won't give up No I won't break down Sooner than it seems life turns around And I will be strong Even if it all goes wrong When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe Someone's watching over me Seen that ray of light And it's shining on my destiny Shining all the time And I wont be afraid To follow everywhere it's taking me All I know is yesterday is gone And right now I belong To this moment to my dreams So I won't give up No I won't break down Sooner than it seems life turns around And I will be strong Even if it all goes wrong When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe Someone's watching over me It doesn't matter what people say And it doesn't matter how long it takes Believe in yourself and you&#

-sigh- hmmm.. give me some more time... and my mind's gonna work... i totally forgot what i was about to type... hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.......... just came from something that was.. oooooaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh... aaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrgggggh.... whew! Lord... i never really expected this thing to just come.. and whew.. i never thought that i would really be blinded... -sigh-... and whoaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..... i hope you got me right guys... [to whomever is reading this.. hehe!] -sigh- -sigh- -sigh- but i'm doing good already.. being close to getting focused.. ulit..! haha! and whew.. hehehhe.. anu ba yan! wala pa rin akong ma-type... hmmm.. lessons... lessons.. lessons... [didn't bring my pocket notebook kase dito kila ate kaye eh!!! hmp!] When tempation comes... it means that God leaves you for a while to be tested by the enemy... you have two options - to give in, and settle for second best... or to seek for more of God's love in your life...?! =)