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... about discouragement (di ko mapost sa blog kase, nagloloko) parang reasons why you get discourage: Ref. Nehemiah 4
1.Fatigue- not because of the work...but because of the negative things you hear...bigla kang napagod sa naririnig mo na negative
2.Frustration- Instead of seeing the accomplishment (halfway na kase yung walls) pero ang nakita nung tao yung rubles...
out of this frustration comes Burn-out-
BURN-OUT- working without a vision. or working hard for the wrong thing
3. Failure- you feel you want to give up already
4. Fear- of the people around you...hehe..

hmmmm... this is included in one of ate gil's messages.. hehehe.. it struck me.. napaisip ako dahil dito.. don't know...
actually nung sunday.. whoa.. thankful talaga ko kase may nangumusta sa kin... di ko na alam kung ano na status ko honestly... hehehehe.. kuya josh and kuya kim a bit felt that i was in no good condition that day... hooooooooooooooh.. hehehehehehe.. i was praying to talk to someone... yung makikinig lang habang umiiyak ako.. hehehe... i just found none... but i'm a bit relieved kase nga may kumausp sa kin.. it really helped... GUYS, THANKS PO HA... hehehehe

honesty.... [referring to the abovestatement].. i don't know if my frustrations piled up or what, i feel like i'm looking at the rubles.. hoooh.. or i don't know.. i need more love coming from Him.. di ko alam how to explain what i really feel right now... di ko rin alam..hmmmmm... but i believe (1)there are lots of things to be done.. (2) i should be equipped for the days to come... (3) this is just an attack... (4) it wont overcome me unless i let it be... hehehehehe

I NEED PRAYERS...

I NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO...

hehehehehe...

te weena, hope to talk to you sometime again...? hehehehe

te gil... hooooh.. thanks!

hannah, kelan nga pala tayo usap..?

hoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooohhh!

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nung pinagpuyatan ang nursing case study...

i was listening to the songs sa YM nun mga past 1am na... i was just blessed.. sa gospel songs.. parang wow.. e nung maaga pa, i preferred listening to praise and worship than gospel.. hehe..medyo nag-argue a bit pa nga kami ni rj bout that kase i prefer p&w [nung maaga pa.. than gospel.. e pinapa-try nia.. hehehehe]
nways, ayun nga...

i was really blessed... sabi dun sa 1st song that strucked me.. it's like the only thing that the enemy can not steal from you is your PRAISES... hoooooooh.. pambihira.. e nageexhort pa nga yung song leader dun.. muntik na kong mapataas ng kamay hahahahahaha!!! sabi kase lift your hands every one and praise your God!!!! hoooooooooooooooooh!! buti na lang nasa kabilang kwarto nun ung cousin ko.. heheheeh

next song.. parang about prayer naman ata.. [kase dapat ibblog ko yung mga natututnan ko nun kaso ayaw mag-open yung blogger.. hehehhe]

marami pa.. basta about prayer.. and praises.. ganun.. hehehehehehehe

hooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooohhhhhhhh....

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i'm relieved... i talked to someone last monday.. [walang connection yung being relieved ko dito dun sa sinabi ko sa 1st part nitong entry..] hehehehehehehehe... he's a bit hmmmm..
hehe.. sa wakas nakapag-usap na rin..!

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hAna said…
hmmm... sunday after 3rd service p&w?
8:47 PM
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