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what makes my life complete

drumbeat.
guitar.
bass.
relief.

headache.
inadequate rest.
lack of sleep.
ballpen.

paper.
pencil.
graffiti.
God.

righteousness.
holiness.
peace.
Jesus.

comfort.
tranquility.
hope.
future.

i wrote this poem last friday, 15.07.2005... ang tanging naririnig ko lang e drums, guitar at bass... before that, sobrang sakit ng ulo ko.. but when i started writing... i felt relief.. relief from pain, headache, stress... then i looked at what im holding... a pen, paper... pencil.. then i made a graffiti..! then i searched me... what else do i have..?! God... His righteousness... His holiness.. His peace.. in the midst of my troubles, He's there... Jesus... in Him my future is secured.. pwedeng as of the moment sobrang ndi ko makita ung mangyayari kinabukasan... but i know who my God is..!

kung titignan, wlang kwenta ang tulang ito... hmmm.. eheheheh...after a long time, ngayon na lang ulit ako nakagawa ng tula... i continued to read and read and read... ganun naman ang mga poems diba...?! they are meant to be read... [malamang!]... then God made me realize something...

maraming bagay ng bumubuo sa sarili ko... ung environment ko... it adds to the color of my life.. minsan ndi ko man gusto un... minsan maingay un.. minsan ndi... one more thing is the inside of me.. emotionally... i may be tired... losing hope.. wanting to give up.. sobrang pagod na pagod na sa buhay... and what else to i have... ballpen, paper, pencil, graffiti.. kung titignan mo, my resources are only few... as in walang kwenta... and anong kaya kong gawin out of that..?! trash.. graffiti...but there's one thing that i still have... GOD sa gitna ng lahat ng nangyayari... sa gitna nung mga times na gusto ko nang bumigay... ng kaguluhan... ng pain... ng troubles... i've realized that i have a BIG GOD!!! He is a righteous, holy God who can give me peace... Jesus...He can comfort me in times of pain... He can give me hope even if i don't see things the way i want them to... He can make my future secured no matter what happens... what more can i ask for...?! and that makes my life complete... THAT MAKES MY LIFE COMPLETE

i surrender all...

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