well... andito nanaman ako sa tapat ng computer... naghihintay sa mga ka-group ko... darating kaya sila...?!?!? o maghihintay ako sa wala...?!?!! hmmmm....
at least sa mga gantong bagay, ndi ganun katagal maghintay diba...?! and alam mo kung hanggang san ka dapat maghintay... -sigh-... well, there is this something na hanggang ngayon naghihintay pa rin ako... i've been praying for this thing for almost how many months... and still no answer... pero one thing's for sure... this will come to pass... matatapos din to... hindi pwedeng hindi... well, ok lang naman maghintay e... medyo maraming matututunan sa paghihintay... hmmmm.. ano nga ba...??!?! ehehehe... patience... ciempre, maghihintay ba ang isang tao kung wala siyang patience...?!?! ehehehhe.. what else..?! trust! ciempre, importante un.. kase kung walang trust, in the first place hindi ka na maghihintay... im fond of waiting... all my life ata naghihintay ako... and after that, pag dumating na ung hinihintay mo... ndi mo mamamalayan, it will just pass you by... -sigh- nakakalungkot.. kase sometimes, we tend to focus on things na hinihintay natin not realizing the things in front of us.. na dapat palang bigyan ng pansin... -sigh-... buti na lang my God is so great that He allowed me to undergo this process before pa lang.. tipong sinanay na ko ni Lord.. ehehehe.. at least ngayon, i've learned to trust and depend on Him... hoping that this is not the end of it... this waiting will just come to pass... and in the end... there's joy...
kahit sa love ones... hmmmm... as far as i can remember, there's this person na i've made a covenant with... hmmmm... twing maiisip ko ung covenant na un.. parang naiiisip ko na, ndi na cia importante... well, uhmm... 2 years na lang... and i don't know what will happen.. before, i was thinking that four years is long... pero ngayon, 2 years na lang...?!?!?! naisip ko lang that time passes by so quickly... parang kelan lang, nursery ako... ngayon, sa 2007 [hopefully] makakagraduate ako!!! tapos, ung 2 years na hinihintay ko [dati] ngayon, balewala na lang.. pero ndi ko binabalewala in a bad way... hmmmm... i'm just opening up what i've planned before.. but i've given God the eraser...
ang sarap palang mag-senti noh..?!?! pero ndi naman to pagsesenti e... ehehehhe... i'm just voicing out my realizations...
haaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyy... kung ano man ung pinapagpray ko... im sure God will answer that in His own time.. it's just that, maybe, im not yet ready to receive His blessings... but i know and i do believe that God is a faithful God...!!! He hears me when i pray... He will help me...
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kung may hinihintay ako... there are things na sobrang nasu-surprise ako... may mga bagay na ndi ko naman alam na ganun na pala... ehehehe... and ndi naman sa wala un sa heart ko.. it's just that there's so much joy... i like responsibilities... and grabe... wla lang.. it really didn't crossed my mind na ganun pala... ni hindi ko nga naisip na magkaron ng kung ano mang position e... it's just that God is great... wala naman akong ginagawa e.. pero Siya , meron!!!
at least sa mga gantong bagay, ndi ganun katagal maghintay diba...?! and alam mo kung hanggang san ka dapat maghintay... -sigh-... well, there is this something na hanggang ngayon naghihintay pa rin ako... i've been praying for this thing for almost how many months... and still no answer... pero one thing's for sure... this will come to pass... matatapos din to... hindi pwedeng hindi... well, ok lang naman maghintay e... medyo maraming matututunan sa paghihintay... hmmmm.. ano nga ba...??!?! ehehehe... patience... ciempre, maghihintay ba ang isang tao kung wala siyang patience...?!?! ehehehhe.. what else..?! trust! ciempre, importante un.. kase kung walang trust, in the first place hindi ka na maghihintay... im fond of waiting... all my life ata naghihintay ako... and after that, pag dumating na ung hinihintay mo... ndi mo mamamalayan, it will just pass you by... -sigh- nakakalungkot.. kase sometimes, we tend to focus on things na hinihintay natin not realizing the things in front of us.. na dapat palang bigyan ng pansin... -sigh-... buti na lang my God is so great that He allowed me to undergo this process before pa lang.. tipong sinanay na ko ni Lord.. ehehehe.. at least ngayon, i've learned to trust and depend on Him... hoping that this is not the end of it... this waiting will just come to pass... and in the end... there's joy...
kahit sa love ones... hmmmm... as far as i can remember, there's this person na i've made a covenant with... hmmmm... twing maiisip ko ung covenant na un.. parang naiiisip ko na, ndi na cia importante... well, uhmm... 2 years na lang... and i don't know what will happen.. before, i was thinking that four years is long... pero ngayon, 2 years na lang...?!?!?! naisip ko lang that time passes by so quickly... parang kelan lang, nursery ako... ngayon, sa 2007 [hopefully] makakagraduate ako!!! tapos, ung 2 years na hinihintay ko [dati] ngayon, balewala na lang.. pero ndi ko binabalewala in a bad way... hmmmm... i'm just opening up what i've planned before.. but i've given God the eraser...
ang sarap palang mag-senti noh..?!?! pero ndi naman to pagsesenti e... ehehehhe... i'm just voicing out my realizations...
haaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyy... kung ano man ung pinapagpray ko... im sure God will answer that in His own time.. it's just that, maybe, im not yet ready to receive His blessings... but i know and i do believe that God is a faithful God...!!! He hears me when i pray... He will help me...
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kung may hinihintay ako... there are things na sobrang nasu-surprise ako... may mga bagay na ndi ko naman alam na ganun na pala... ehehehe... and ndi naman sa wala un sa heart ko.. it's just that there's so much joy... i like responsibilities... and grabe... wla lang.. it really didn't crossed my mind na ganun pala... ni hindi ko nga naisip na magkaron ng kung ano mang position e... it's just that God is great... wala naman akong ginagawa e.. pero Siya , meron!!!
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