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we often fool ourselves and say
that it's love only
but when it's gone
we end up being lonely

so how are we to know
that it's just isn't so
that we just have to let each other go...

if loving you is all that means to me
then being happy is all i hope you'd be
then loving you must mean
i really have to set you free

there are many times when we shared
this precious moments
but later realized they're just stolen moments

so how are we to know
that it's just wasn't so
that we just have to let each other go

if loving you is all that means to me
then being happy is all i hope you'd be
then loving you must mean
i really have to set you free

letting go is not an easy task
when smiling feels like
i must wear this lonely mask
it hurts deep inside
and i just cannot hide
that there's anguish at the thought
that we should have to pause

if loving you is all that means to me
then being happy is all i hope you'd be
then loving you must mean
i really have to set you free



IM NOT BROKEN HEARTED!!!hehe.. baka kase akalain ng mga taong babasa nito e broken hearted ako... haha! well, for those na ndi alam ang kanta, it's a song for those persons na nagbbreak... eehehehe... well, in the first place, wala akong boyfriend na ibbreak!!! haha! as i remember, kanta ko to dun sa first break up ko.... haha!!! well, uso kase nung high school yung mga kanta for ganto, for ganyan... at ito ang kanta ng mga napag-iiwanan!! hehehehe... ndi ko to actually kanta dun sa taong un nga [ung first break up ko]... parang dumating sa point na kanta niya rin to sa kin..?!?! [as if!] ehehehe....

well, that's not my point.. bigla ko lang naalala tong song na to bigla... ndi kase ako sanay ng nang-iiwan... actually, mas sanay akong naiiwanan... so it's hard for me to leave a person behind... [but actually im not leaving... it's just that God is directing me to another path]....

akala ko ok lang.. kase all things are going fine... wala namang negative na kung ano man na naramdaman ung taong un [as far as i know] pero andun pa rin ung part ng heart ko na parang ang sakit... siguro, ndi lang ako prepared... i didn't expect nadarating ulit ako as point ng buhay ko na ganto... hmmmmmmmmmm... and this time, it's me who left... pero i know God is behind all this... haha! sino pa ba diba...?!?!? and wala akong choice! i can't say no to God... it's just that siguro, i valued that person so much na alam ko na things are not going well.. ndi ko lang naisip na mageend ang pagiging magbestfriends namin although parang unconsciously i already know that... ang gulo noh...?!?! ehehehehe.

on the lighter side... im glad kase it's really a surprise... and sobrang ndi talaga natin alam ang plans ni LOrd... and they come sa mga times na ndi natin ineexpect... hehe.. si LOrd talaga... hmmm... actually, it came to my mind na ewan ko..basta naisip ko rin un na parang mas bestfriend ko nga ung taong un.. the one na binibigay sa kin ni Lord ngayon... pero ndi ko pinansin... kse nga we both have bestfriends.. eheheheh...well, it's not the title that counts.. it's the heart...

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