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haaaaaaaaaaaay.. sa wakas makakapag-blog na rin ako.. ehehehe.. it's been a long time since i wrote my entry... grabe!!! as in sobrang hectic kase ng schedule.. pero buti na lang.. this week is sort of light.. ehehehe.. wala na masyadong gagawin..

kahapon ung last na community namin.. ang sweet ng mga bata. kase they really gave us letters as remembrance... kahit almost 5 times lang kaming nanggulo sa family nila, still, ndi daw nila kami makakalimutan... hahaha.. and halos umiiyak nga sila kahapon kase nga last meeting na...

then, parang i evaluated myself... bakit parang wala lang sa kin...? [but i mean that in a good way..] tipong ndi naging ganun ka-attached ung emotions ko sa kanila... and i'm thankful for that... ibig talagang sabihin, God brought me this far... ndi na ako ung dating ako... yes, kahit naman dati, ndi ako ganun nagre-rely sa mga tao sa tabi ko.. pero masyado ko silang minamahal... [sad to say, more than God.. kase, ndi pa ko ganun katino nun!] ehehehe...

nakakatuwang isipin na ganto na ko ngayon...=)... yes, i have friends.. pero ndi ko naman sinasabi na ndi ko sila mahal.. i love them all! kaya nga lang, mas mahal ko si Lord kesa sa kanila.. ehehehe... kaya kahit mag-isa lang ako [tulad ngayon..] still, im feeling fine... =)


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ndi ko nga lang maintindihan ang sarili ko.. ndi ko alam kung masyado na ba akong burned-out.. kase parang wala ata ako sa hulog.. pero im fine... ok lang.. ndi ko nga lang masyadong maramdaman si Lord.. [He's silent..] but that's ok...! dapat ngang i-enjoy ang mga gantong instances eh.. ehehehe...

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