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kanina, we had another day spent with the review centers.. i've nothing against going there.... hehehe it's just that sana nasa church ako kase may youth fellowship.. hmm well... habang nakikinig dun, these things came to my mind... kase ba naman.. arrrgh.. the first review center who demonstrated their way of teaching e medyo gay sila.. i mean, yeah. gays.. i've nothing against them.. i know God loves them so much.. it's just that ito na lang nasabi ko...

Oh Lord.. may You have mercy on the gays... I don't want to see this world dominated by gays -- influencing /encouraging other people to homosexuality... I want to see guys lead because that's the reason why they are created.. and please.. don't let the enemy distort it LOrd... please.. let there be an intense disgust to homosexuality but of course, utmost compassion to them... Oh Lord....

another thought came in while they showed pictures of the result if you're gonna work abroad.. of course, you'll earn 2.75M yearly if you work abroad.. and in two months time, you'll have your own car.. and not just a pedicab... it just crushes my heart thinking na ganun na ang mentality nila.. na sabi pa, "pag nag work ka abroad, ito ang mapupunta sayo..." [picture of a car that i don't know the kind basta yung door niya an umaangat.. hehehe].. "on the other hand, if you work here... ito lang ang mapupunta sayo..." [a picture of a kalesa has been flashed.. kakalungkot lang...]

Why do they entice people to go abroad.. -tears-.... ('_') ='c

hoooh.. i can't blame them.. there's money abroad...

and before the last review center ends his session, he told a story of a butterfly.. =) hehehehe... and i was just touched when he discussed about the cocoon... yeah.. sometimes God allows us to become cocoons -- ugly.. sort of paralyzed because you are covered... -- but that's needed for you to become a butterfly.. wherein you can spread your wings... =j

you need not rush your coming out of the cocoon because every moment counts.. God allowed that moment so that liquid substance can go to the butterfly's wings that will aid the creature in flying.. and then puff! maybe i needed some more of that LOrd... =j

*****
spread your wings and prepare to fly
for you have become a butterfly
oh fly abandonly into the sun...

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