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hehehe.. i'm just tired physically... and medyo malapit na kong ma-pressure!!! whew!!!
hehehehe hooh LOrd...

=)

remember when i had an absent from my summer duty at UMC 2200.. whew.. wala akong evals nun tapos 2 days pa kong absent... last week, nakita ko yung CI ko... sinabi nia na i should talk to her kase sobrang baba ng grade ko sa rotation na yun.. hoooh..... pero alam mo yun, parang i'm at peace din naman... hooh coz i believe God is in control... =) tapos parang hooh.. ang tagal di ko makita si ma'am she... and hooh i prayed hard.. i prayed a lot.. tapos finally, kahapon, nakita ko na siya sa faculty.. and whoa... ang grade ko kumusta naman, 69.80 [something ata] hehehe hoooh! pero alam mo yun, parang wala lang.. haha not bothered at all kase nga i know God placed me here so He will do things for me.. =) tapos, buti na lang, grabe talaga yung favor ni LOrd!!! bibigyan niya ko ng special exam today... hooh! dapat daw hindi na kase nga hindi excused yung absences ko.. pero sabi nia, "buti na lang ano ko.. kaya pumunta ka tomorrow.." ganun ganun.. sa isip-isip ko, LOrd, grabe lang yung favor mo sobra!!! hoooh!

tapos parang ngayon, medyo feeling ko ang gulo.. hehehe mageexam ako dun, yung thesis pa namin.. parang gusto kong ma-pressure sa dami ng gagawin... =)
tapos parang di pa ulit nakakapag-devotion.. kagabi kase nakatulog na.. hooh! after school, pumuntang baclaran to buy a gown, then sa tita ko sa makati, mga 9 na kami nakaalis dun.. then dinaanan sa may GMF clinic yung pinsan ko kase naka-confine.. =j hooh!

ayun...

oh LOrd.. =j
i know You're in control of everything...
all i have to do is RELAX because You are in charge...
but then Lord i feel weak.. parang hooh Lord... floating nanaman ako..
hooh... parang waaaaaaaaaa Lord...!!!
i was just reminded of YOur Word
"You will seek me AND find me, when You seek me WITH ALL YOUR HEART"
Hooh Lord...
Yes, buti na lang You're continuously placing that desire in my heart to seek You.. and thank You because You've also promised that I will find You.. yun nga lang i have to do my part...
to seek You with all my heart... hooh Lord...
and sometimes i'm just inconsistent.. after a great time with You, tomorrow will be waaaaah! arrrgh... [di na ko nasanay.. =j]
but then Lord... i just want to surrender everything... hooh Lord...
all the concerns.. [You know them...]
all the all the things that bothers me...
all the struggles within me..
Lord...
i just want to surrender them all...
hoooh..
i want You more than anything else... You know that...
and i just want to see You Lord..
to just see You moving LOrd...
hooooh
thank You Lord..
in Jesus name. amen.

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