birthday gift!

yey! hehe.. it feels great to receive a birthday gift from someone. hehehe.. this is the first birthday gift i've received since my birthday last week.. =) hehe.. katuwa lang yung feeling na there's someone who thought of giving you something.. hehehehe

it's from my classmate.. =) si camille.. hehe katuwa lang.. it's a card and a jewelry box.. and mind you, it's pink! hehehehehehehe [syempre di ako magrereklamo kase regalo nga yun eh.. =)] hehehehe




lately, i've seen how God allowed our friendship to grow.. =) and natutuwa ako.. kase kagabi while i was doing my project, yung self-analysis namin, i've realized na kaya siguro ako hirap maging close din sa mga girls kase when i was still in grade school, i never had lasting friendships with girls.. yung tipong tumagal ng isang taon? ganun.. hehehehehe sa pagkakatanda ko, yung first kong naging best friend nun parang she transferred ata.. yung second, meron kaming something na conflict.. hehe.. yung third, hmmm close kami per when i was in grade four nga, we transferred here in cavite... eh yung mga tropa ko na lang yung mga tropa ng mga pinsan ko [they're older than me..] most of them are guys.. =) kaya rin nasanay ako na guys ang ka-close and may special treatment kase babae hehehe tapos parang medyo bata pa.. hehe bukod pa dun sa fact na i didn't grow up with my father because he's not here.. =)

anyways, ayun nga.. natutuwa ako kay LOrd kase He's teaching me how to make friends with girls.. hehe. bihira akong magkaron ng close friend na gurl sa school! hehe and natutuwa ako kay camille.. i'm blessed! heheh =)

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another update...
hmm well, God has been teaching me how to really be "released" from my past... [just like what ate weng said..] and di lang pala dun ako dapat ma-release... =) meron pang isa.. hehehehehe

well, i've been handling a group.. and it hurts me whenever i see them that they're not in good condition.. kaya minsan, hirap akong mang-approach.. minsan di ko na sila pinapansin kase nahihirapan ako.. heheh i love them and i hate to see them that way...

and there's this certain person na hmm ayun...
sorry kung di kita nakakausap.. hehehe ayun lang.. hmmm ayun..

slowly God is also teaching me how to deal with the people i'm handling.. parang kasing nafrustrate ako nung di ko siya napagsabihan ng maayos. [though lagi ko siyang pinagsasabihan..] well, i have to let go once i did my job.. =)

ayun.. =)

thanks Lord!