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hahahahahaggard...

hehe.. natutuwa talaga ko pag nagsasagot ng ganto... kaya inulit ko ulit.. hehe.. ang dami ko kaseng choices... minsan mas gusto yung isa kesa sa isa.. ganun.. hehehehehehhe



well, parang it boils down to one thing -- REST! hooooh! hehehehehehe
haven't i had enough rest..? well yeah.. ang lalim na nga daw ng eyebags ko.. hooh!
don't know.. =)
hehehehheehhe

well, gusto ko naman ng rest.. parang i want to unwind... =) [in the middle of the year?! unwind?!?!?] well yeah... for all you know, wala po kong summer vacation kase duty iyon... hooh! kewl.. hehehehehehehe.. parang i want to unwind and think of something... wala lang.. parang more of me and God... me and my God... =) the Lover of my soul.. yung tipong kami lang ni LOrd.. kase kahit dito sa bahay wala kong mapwestuhan.. well, i know it's not a reason.. pero ganun.. tipong wala kong cellphone, walang tv, walang pc.. kami lang ni Lord in a place na green.. in a place na tahimik.. nature-like.. =) hehehehehehe i just want to spend more time with God....
hhhhhhhhhhhhhhmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm...

grabe lang kase toxic.. but then i praise Him because He gives me strength.. lalo na kanina sa duty sa fabella.. hooh! people are people.. indeed, pagdating sa mga crisis situation, makikita mo ugali ng isang tao eh... just like kanina, sa OR kami.. well, i've decided na umulit na lang ng cases kase parang di ko mareretrive yung cases ko dati... kumusta naman yun.. so ayun nga.. back to zero ako.. e 5 major operations ang needed and 5 minor.. well, yung naunang case, okay na.. got one.. tapos, hindi naman kami pero OR room eh, na pag may case sa OR 1 dapat ang magsscrub lang dun si ganto.. eh, may case sa OR 2, CS, sabi ni camille, siya daw dun kase OR2 yun..sabi ko, di naman to per OR ah.. hehehehehe tapos sabi ni gladis dapat daw sa kin na lang yun kase nga 1 pa lang case ko... sabi niya, e hindi gusto ko dito.. sabi ko, "ok lang.." =j [kase i believe God can give me more and more and more cases.. =)] hoooh!..
tapos ayun umakyat na ko.. sabi ni camille, "nagtatampo ka ata sige sayo na".. sabi ko "hindi sayo na.." =) ayun... then there came another operation.. gyne... edi sa kin na daw yun.. kaso, ayaw ng surgeon na may student nurse dun.. edi okay.. hehehe.. e may susunod pa daw na case sa OR 3, CS, edi akin na lang daw yun.. okay... hehehehe
e si carla [another group mate] sabi nia, "ees, kahit di magaasist sa gyne kukunin pa rin ata yun, gusto mo akin na lang yun tapos sayo na yung CS? [kase di na siya pwede mag-CS kase dalawa na CS niya..] edi sabi namin sige okay.. =)

then there came blanche... [hmmm umakyat siya sa gallery] at sinabi sa kanya daw yung CS.. edi lahat sila sinabi "hindi kay ees na yun. napag-usapan na namin yun kase isa pa lang case niya.." edi sabi ah okay..

e tapos sabi ng preceptor, di na daw kukunin yun kase magttwo na.. tapos i asked kung pwedeng kahit di magscrub sa min pa din yung case... e sabi sobra na daw kami.. hehehe tsaka baka late na magstart.. ganun ganun..

edi meeting nanaman... since hindi na yun kukunin, sabi ni carla akin na lang yung gyne.. edi okay na..

tapos nagulat na lang kami, si blanche bumaba sa OR3 [dun sa CS].. sabi ni camille, nakausap na daw kami ni blanche at kukunin daw niya ang case.. tinawag daw siya ni ma'am.. [e di naman niya kami kinausap] edi syempre bumaba kami ni carla kase malinaw naman na kami yung nagpapalitan ng case.. ganun.. tapos we asked her kung kukunin ba ang case, sabi nia, hindi manonood lang ako...
tapos we asked our preceptor.. kase tumutulong siya dun.. sabi ng preceptor, si blanche na nga daw ang kukuha.. edi inexplain ni michael yung situation... e di na daw pwede burahin yung nakalista [so di na kami pwede magpalit ni carla if ever...] edi.. ahh okay... [we're not after the case.. we're after the lies...] edi syempre parang.. ahh okay.. nagsinungaling siya just to get the case..
edi syempre nakakainis.. ako, di ako naiinis dahil sa wala akong case.. kahit isa lang case ko okay lang sa kin.. thankful lang ako na binigay nga ni carla yung gyne... [considerate.. =) thanks carla!] naiinis ako kase ayoko ng naglalamangan... sabi ko nga, gagraduate naman kami pare-parehas di na dapat mag-garapalan sa case pambihira... hooh!

edi syempre, we've decided to talk to blanche.. pero tumetyempo pa kase syempre nakakahiya naman kung sa maraming tao.. diba? edi tahimik lang kami.. nung nandun na sa locker, sa labas while waiting kase madami pang tao sa loob, biglang nagsalita si blanche na di maipinta ang mukha at medyo di maganda ang tono ng boses... sabi niya,
"baka nakakalimutan niyo, tinanong niyo si ma'am bago siya bumaba.."

sabi ko,
"ano? ano'ng tinanong namin?"

nagtanong daw kami kung pwedeng magpalit ng case kay ma'am sabi ni ma'am di na daw pwede. e di ko yun matandaan.. pero si carla umoo na.. edi ayun na... itong blanche, medyo tumataas na ang boses eh wala naman kaming sinasabing churva.. sabi pa niya, wala naman akong pakelam sa cases eh..
sabi ko, wala naman nga kaming pakelam sa cases, ang problema namin nagsinungaling ka sa min...
at syempre tumaas nanaman ang boses at hindi daw siya nagsinungaling... sinabi ko nung tinanong namin siya.. sabi niya ang tinanong daw namin, ano'ng ginagawa mo jan.. sabi ko, hindi yun yung tinanong namin..sabi niya, e hindi ko naintindihan, diba nasa labas kayo ng OR?
sabi ko, pumasok si carla dun at tinanong ka.. sabi niya, e naka-mask kaya.. tapos sabi ni carla, blanche, wag kang sumigaw [we're in front of other students din kase nun and pambihira.. sumisigaw siya.. ] so pumasok na kami sa loob ng locker room.. hooh!

hooh!

people are people.. =)
kahit naman wala akong case okay lang.. at least i got to know them.. =j hmmm Lord..
hoooh!

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