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don't know what to post.. heheheheh...

11 days before the camp..

and whoa.. hehehhehehehehehe.. Lord, am i already prepared for it? have i done the necessary preparations? hooh Lord...

hmm...

lately, God is teaching me to look at the positive side... He taught me how not to complain... ;) heheheheheh... He taught me how to shut up.. haahahahahaha hoooh! and grabe lang..

nung last duty ko this week, that was thursday, [i was suppost to write something here thursday night.. kaya lang, after watching facing the giants, natulog ako ng 4:30 pm thursday, and i woke up 8:30 am friday.huhuhuh! kaya di na nakapag-internet..] anyways, going back.. ayun...
i'm not toxic that time.. i only have one patient and wala masyadong procedures... then bigla akong tinawag ng prof ko... magbBT daw ako... [blood transfusion.. kumusta naman?] well, she's not my patient.. she's my classmate's patient tapos ako magbBT.. e parang di okay sa kin yung ganun... i'm not prepared.. tapos, parang medyo yung CI ko pa parang hooh... he was asking me kung ilang minutes dapat i-prime yung IV... nag-isip ako, i answered 30 minutes? mali daw... sabi pa niya, diba tinuro ko yun sa inyo? sabi ko, sir, ibang batch po ako.. kase nag-LOA po ako eh.. sabi niya, diba na-handle ko na kayo? sabi ko hindi pa po.. sabi niya, kahit na dapat alam mo yun kase naturo ko yun sa inyo.. sabi ko sir, hindi ko po alam kase hindi ko pa nga po kayo nagiging teacher.. tapos sabi niya, sa hema nio ba hindi yun tinuro? sabi ko hindi po. tapos ayun..
parang feeling ko, napahiya ako [pero di masyado... kase di ko naman talaga alam.. unlike yung naturo tapos di ko natandaan.. e di talaga naturo.. e sa harap pa ng patient yun..]
tapos para kong natetempt ma-bad trip.. as in.. hoooh
i just prayed.. asking God to teach me how to love.. kase parang gusto kong magreklamo kay Lord.. kase sabi ko, Lord, in the first place, hindi ko to patient.. tapos medyo parang napagalitan ako kase ganun.. e in the first place, hindi naman ako dapat yung nandito...
but then, He reminded me na si Jesus Christ nga naaaccomodate yung mga things na parang "unplanned" kase He's always prepared.. so i prayed.. i just prayed.. and prayed and prayed.. and prayed..

after 10 minutes... bumalik CI ko [kase 10 minutes ipprime..] then hnook na niya yung blood.. then sabi ko, sir bali 10 drops per minute po for 1st 15 minutes tapos saka po ire-regulate for 4-6 hours.. sabi niya, alam mo naman pala eh! tapos before he left, sabi niya sa patient, magaling po yang nurse nio.

and parang ako, ha?! hehehehehe

ang galing lang ni LOrd mag-humble ng tao.. kase before that, i was confident enough that i know what to do kase nagawa ko na yun dati.. yun pala, may hindi pa ko alam.. and ayun...
actually after umalis nung CI ko, dumating yung staff, at pinalitan niya yung mainline na D5NSS ng 0.9NaCl. kase ganun daw dapat.. [eh ayun.. okay na.. hehehehehehehe]

and nakakatuwa lang si Lord.. sobrang grabe lang yung pag-tame Niya sa kin nun pambihira..
i've really proven that God opposes the proud but gives grace to the humble.. He will lift you up! in time..
just be humble..
; )

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alam mo may isa pa kong ilalagay dapat eh.. ah! yung sa facing the giants! hehehehehehe.. next time na lang.. ; p

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