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...guess what?!
hahahah!
my greatest fear... [sa ngayon... hooh...] ang himatayin sa pagkakabit ng IV [dextrose/suwero].. hooh.. natatakot ako ng hindi na makapag-kabit ng IV ever.. hehehe

nung third year, may return demo kami ng IV insertion... partners yun.. nung turn ko na, tapos na kong tusukan ng classmate ko, tumingala ako, tapos after nun, nagising na lang ako na ang lahat ay nagkakagulo, nakahiga ako, at may nagtanggal ng right shoe ko.. hehehehe.. may dumadagan na fist sa chest ko at may nagtanggal ng boknai ko.. heheheh.. >> sabi nila, nagseizure daw ako.. at ayun. .i fainted.. heheheheheheheh

pero bago yun, nung 2nd year naman, summer... may ret dem kami ng intramuscular at intradermal injection.. =) heheheh. ung partner ko [ibang partner], after niya kong i-IM [intramuscular], tumayo pa ko at lumabas, pagpasok ko, parang magbblack-out yung paligid.. i sat, and i said to my CI "ma'am magffaint po ata ako.." then tumungo ako... split seconds may naaamoy na kong dragon balm and aun.. hehehehe...

and that's not yet done.. kala ko hmmm wala lang.. sa isang duty namin sa Korean Hospital, one of my classmates inserted IV, with our CI.. i was assisting.. natapos nang mag-insert, at lahat lahat, nafast drip ko na yung IV, and then puff! naramdaman ko nanaman ang signs and sypmtoms na in a few moments baka mag-black out ako... [medyo may umiikot sa tiyan, parang malamig ang ulo, pallor nail beds... heheheheh... nauseous (tama ba spelling?).. ayun..] so lumabas na ko kase ewan... habang naglalakad, parang magbblack-out ang paligid.. i was praying then.. hooh. tapos umupo ako sa place namin and nataranta ang mga groupmates ko kase i was really really maputla dw... ayun.. tumingala ako.. at ayun.. in a while, relieved.. hindi nag-black-out.. =)

from then on, sabi ko, di na ata ako makakapag-insert ng IV ever.. kase nga hooh.. ganun ang nangyayari sa kin..

AT KANINA...................................................
hooooooooooooh!
sabi ng CI namin, oh magiinsert ka ng IV ha.. [kase maga na yung insertion site ng patient ko at di na nagfflow kaya kailangan ireinsert...] whoa.. whoa whoa whoa whoa.... as in! whooooooooooooooooaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!
O LOrd... hooh... kinakabahan ako...
at ayun nga ... todo prayers... as in...
and then...
guess what?!
=p

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