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everything's in their right places


-whew!- everything just fall into their right places! haha!! i was blessed.. though i'm kinda i don't know!

-sigh-

grabe lang ang nangyari sa kin ngayong week na 'to.. something like i can't describe.. [maybe it's really between me and God..! haha!]

hmmm.. i don't know where and how to start... -sigh-


i know that i'm happy.. i'm amazed at how God is moving in my life right now... i'm amazed at how HE's arranging things for me... at how He's insisting to put the things in their proper places...

first, with regards to my family... -sigh- i'm not like this before... i'm the type of person who's sweet and caring but i'm pretty sure my parents sort of don't realize that.. i'm struggling so hard to tell and express that i love them so much.. but then, i praise God 'cause i know, gradually, He's mending my relationship with my family... and that's one thing i'd like to do... to honor my father and my mother in everything i do... to be open and transparent... i know with God's grace i can... i just want to extend God's love to them... and i cannot do that if there are barriers.. i know that God is really moving!!!


secondly... hmmmmm.... God's really full of humor... haha!!! ang kewl! there's this event in my life wherein sobrang thankful ako kay Lord... i'm a bit guilty that i even thought that i'm causing someone to stumble... but then.. God's just really great that He didn't allow that to happen.. haha! i know that God will arrange that friendship in His own way... in a more divine way!!!

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a letter to that someone (",)

hey! thanks! thanks for just obeying Him... i'm sorry if i'm a bit weird.. haha! i know you were kinda shocked.. but that's me.. it's just that maybe, it's a bit i don't know! haha!... nways, i know that what you need is time... i'm glad 'cause i know you've learned something... and i'm glad God used me to teach you that lesson... thanks for valuing the friendship much more than what the enemy suggests... -sigh-

thank you 'cause you know what to discontinue doing... and i'm glad you did.. [i'm just not sure if the things i'm thinking were right...] but one thing's for sure... God has a plan! and He has a purpose... and i'm glad that at a very early time... He's not allowing things to go the way He does not want to... ! haha! i don't know if i caused you some damages! ehehehe.. but i'm sure God already dealt it with YOu!

thank you for being one of my divine friends!!!

love you with the love of the LOrd too!

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