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discipline

as of the moment... this is what God has been teaching me... i mean, teaching me in a deeper way... or in a more valuable aspect...? in a bigger area...

hmmmm.. to start with, this song summarizes what i really feel...

and i have come so far
You changed me by Your Word
and purified all of my desires
I know that we will never part
You called me as YOur own
and know i live to find my rest in You
I give my life
each day that i live
to be holy and faithful LOrd
'cause i know You live in me

So i can love You more than this LOrd
more than the things of this world...
to love You is all i wanna do
Jesus, You're the beacon of my heart
You're the light in the dark..
and know i live this life for YOU ALONE...

*From now on, i walk in full surrender
to give the things i hold so dear...
for You i'm letting go....

this song's one of my favorites whenever i realize that i've grown a little bit... whenever i realize that i'm far as in very far from who i was before... ! and i'm glad 'cause i know that i'm walking with God step by step, side by side, hand in hand... [although there are some times wherein i'm stubborn..! hehe]

discipline... lately, i almost wanted to just give in to what's puffing in my mind... but God just reminded me to... "Be patient and wait for the LOrd to act..." ... sometimes it's hard to wait.. but then, God's just amazing that He taught me how to handle the circumstances and not fall into temptation or a "trap"...

lately, i realized that i'm not who i was before.. like, i want God to be the center of everything... and He teaches me how to be like that... it's like binabatukan ako ni Lord whenever I'm a bit rerouting.. hehe!

and all of these [and a lot more!] is due to joan's dream!! best, thanks!!! i've learned a lot!! and upto this moment i'm still learning... i thank God for using you to make me realize a lot of things...

one important thing that i've just learned... God allows us to see what's next.. but sometimes, the door for that room is locked.. or there's still a big wall in front... but if you'll just wait... wait for God's own timing... you will come to enter that place... wonderfully...! [kase ndi ako nakapasok sa bahay namin kanina!!!! then i told my self, God is just telling something!! haha!]

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