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being not okay...

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... is just not an option!!!

-sigh-... i don't know how to compose what i'm really feeling right now.. but one thing's for sure... I DON'T HAVE THE RIGHT NOT TO BE OKAY!!! whew! have a lot of things to do.. things to accomplish.. things to learn... things to savor.... things to digest... wow!! and God is just teaching me right now... at this very moment... and i'm glad... i'm glad because i know GOd is preparing me.. i'm undergoing a training period wherein i should be equipped.. i don't know for what.. but for sure, there's always a reason... and it seems like i kinda like what's happening to me.. but i'm a bit wondering about what's gonna happen... hmmm.. there's more to come...

being selfish is really a big no! no!... it's not fitting to say that i'm just not okay that's why i'm exempted.. i should not think of what's happening around me... i was just amazed at how God placed this burden inside me that i know i have to do something and i just can't do nothing seeing the need to do something... [it's another confirmation that GOd placed me to this ministry...!!!]

since i don't have anything to think of... [because i'm not okay...] God has still some things in store for me to do!!! haha!!!!

*when you don't have something to think of... if your mind's not working... observe the person in front of you... it will help to sharpen your discernment... it only takes practice..

*when you don't feel like praying for yourself... intercede a lot!!! as in a lot!!! a lot to the truest sense of the word!!!!

*not only because you don't feel good, it means that you cannot do your job... all the more GOd will reveal to you what needs to be done!!!

*as you mature, there are transition periods... and what's happening to me right now is just part of growing up!!!

*it's not about the feeling... it's not about me... you don't have to wait for God to fix you because you're already undegoing the "fixing" stage!!!

*God is just stretching you!!!

*i desire to here God bragging to His angels, "Here's my servant... whom i strengthened...."

*i desire to just glorify Him... that's all...

*being okay doesn't mean your fine... every aspect of your life is doin good... sometimes you have to give up [i mean, you really have to give up] your "being ok" for others to be okay...
when their okay, you'll become fine!!!

*BEING NOT OKAY IS SO NOT AN OPTION!!!

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