Skip to main content

what i want to do

Image
By
I come to You Lord
time and time again
needing some answers
in questions i don't understand...
_________
asking nothing in return
Lord let me love You
Please let me love You...

i just want to live my whole life loving God... always feeling His presence.. His embrace... despite of the busy times in my life... as to whatever i'm going through... i want to love Him with my all.. to still worship Him with everything that i do..

sometimes... we come to a point wherein if we don't feel God by our side, ganun na lang... we don't miss the "feeling"... we tend to just go with the flow... and right now, ayokong ganun lang.. ayoko ng ganito.. ayoko ng hindi ko nararamdaman ung embrace ni Lord.. ung presence Niya... i don't want to be content with my situation with God.. i want more of Him... i'm afraid, yes... kase baka dumating ako sa time na mawala ako sa hulog... but thank God... alam kong nandiyan Siya and hindi Niya ko basta-basta iiwan... HE DIDN'T BRING ME HERE JUST TO LEAVE ME... _the Lord is my shepherd i shall not be in want..._

kung ano mang nangyayari sa kin ngayon, i can be sure that i won't stumble... pwedeng ang daming kulang sa kin... pero sabi nga, i have everything i want...'coz i have a big God...!!! and Lord, i just pray that no matter what happens, whereve You take me.. just allow me to love You even more...

Comments

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

Issues of the mom-heart

By
I've read somewhere that everyone's miserable. They're just good at hiding it. I have been trying to find out why this new season seems to be a burden to me. Don't get me wrong -- I enjoy motherhood and I love my little one but something seems to be blocking my view of experiencing it joyfully.  Callie's already 10 months and everything just dawned on me -- why I was struggling, why I can't see things the way it should be, why I felt ineffective and frustrated and depressed. I think I just had post-partum depression.  I just got back from my US business trip and I just bursted into tears a few days after while singing Jesus loves me -- as if I'm telling that to myself. I'm grateful that I have a husband who listens and understands and encourages me that I can do it! I just realized the root cause(s) of what's going on after that incident. I was too attached to Callie that I don't want her to leave my site when I'm with her. I
Post a Comment
Read more

Maturity

By
I was reading a long-overdue-book and I bumped into this: I have been married for almost two years now and I suddenly reminisced my late teenage years... It was in those years when God made me realize that maturity doesn't come with age... I was younger then, when I understood this very excerpt from the book Let Me Be a Woman (funny how everything He taught me is already in this book had I not stopped reading it! Indeed His humor is amazing). I started reading this way back 2007 or 2008 only to continue it now and read this now. I stopped reading it way back then because I don't have plans of getting married yet... little did I know that He will make me understand this in His own personal way. And right now, I was like, "So Lord, You must be saying, 'I told you so..' right?" haha! ...  The key to meeting your better half starts with maturity. And maturity comes from God.   To those who are still searching for their better half, don't. Don&#
Post a Comment
Read more

Thoughts

By
Exodus Moses brought Joseph's bones out of Egypt when God freed them. Joseph made his family swear under oath that when God pays them a visit, they have to carry his bones with them. Joseph mentioned that surely, God will take them to the land He promised Abraham, Isaac & Jacob. Maybe, Joseph's brothers tell this to their sons & daughters so even after x number of years, they are still reminded of Joseph's request. The Israelites know that the time will come when God will take them out of Egypt but maybe they just didn't believe so He needed Moses to perform the miracles, that they might know Him, trust Him and believe in Him. Sometimes, we know what God said and what God promised us... but when it's already in front of us, it's hard to determine that God is already moving. Why? Because we are comfortable with the misery that we are in to. It dulls our senses and makes us forget the promise of God. Be careful with where you are right now.
Post a Comment
Read more