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so this is Christmas...=)

haha! la lang.. this Christmas was really great! i may say so.. grabe kase si Lord.. talagang pag wala na, ndi ko na kaya...magre-rely na lang ako sa Kanya, dun laging nagiging wow!

ang galing kase i didn't expect to receive gifts from anyone this Christmas.. ehehe..[ewan ko! wala lang..] pero ang daming nagbigay ng gift sa kin.. and not only that.. looking back to the past year, God has blessed me so much that i can't even count it! ang dami-daming blessings na ung iba, [sad to say] medyo ndi ko na nga maalala e.. pero i really owe it all to God...

this Christmas was really great kase buo kaming family.. for about 10 years, [10 years na pala!] ngaun na lang ulit namin nakasama ung father ko ng Christmas.. it's been 10 years! and isa un sa mga wonderful gifts sa kin ni Lord.. plus, kahapon na lang ulit namin nakasama ung mga cousins and relatives namin [sa father's side..] normally, every Christmas we go to makati to be with them, pero na-stop.. and kahapon na lang ulit kami nagkasama-sama! there's really joy! joy na talagang si Lord lang ang may gawa..!

pero parang.. wala lang... siguro, kailangan lang talagang i-avoid ang extremes.. kase parang un siguro ung ine-expect ko..[tama! ganun kase ko before.. kaya naman pala e..hmp!] dati kase pag masaya ko, as in masaya talga.. but after that i cry.. [ganun naman talaga ung life dba..? ehehe..] now, God is teaching me how to take things moderately! [haaaaaaaaay... sa wakas na-realize ko rin..!] ehehehe...

now, i'm very much fine.. ehehehe.. si Lord talaga... ahahaha! now i understand.. ehehehe.. hmmmmmmmm... ano kayang magandang maging goal this new year.. i wanna have a deeper relationship with Him... and more souls.. ahahaha!

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