breakthrough...

i'm tired of being stubborn... this past week had been oooaaaah.. feeling ko talaga stubborn ako! as in! tapos parang ang layo-layo ko kay Lord... then i've realized that what i'm lacking is prayer... ndi pwedeng Bible reading lang, fellowship, witnessing.. all four should be in balance mode.. sabi nga ng ka-team kong si tim, "bengkong" ung gulong mo pag nagkataon.. ehehehe...

so, kaninang umaga, ginising talaga ako ni Lord.. and un... sa wakas! bumangon din ako!!! hahaha! then i prayed... just greeting Him good am.. then i read the Bible.. tapos, nag-pray ulit ako kase gusto kong ayusin ung prayer time ko with God.. and kanina na un.. sabi kase ni ate gil dapat mag-set ng time wherein un ung prayer time mo with God.. tapos kanina, grabe!!! as in!!! una, nag-pray lang ako ng tipong normal kong prayer.. tapos biglang... grabe!!! iba nga talaga 'pag si Lord ung talagang kumikilos habang nagppray ka.. as in ndi talaga pwedeng walang tears tapos you'll feel that your heart is breaking... as in.. tapos ndi ka tatayo hanggang meron bang bigat... hanggang hindi peaceful.. as in! grabe! ang sarap ng feeling!!!

sana talaga tuloy-tuloy na.. tapos humaba pa!!! God is really great!