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torn.. .

torn between two things.. . and I'm trying to weigh those.. . I've met few good people lately and I was able to train and disciple them.. and my heart is there.. . well it's really my passion to be with people, to minister, to disciple.. . there are lots of things I want to do.. . However, I'm also in search for Him.. .and I'm willing to go wherever He wants me to go just to find Him.. . above all, the most important thing is my relationship with Him.. .

Is choosing the latter selfishness?

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