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how are you mhe?

for the past month.. .i've been a total bum! hahahahahahaha.. .
I know that God had allowed me to take the November boards for something.. . it's just so great that I can rest.. . but actually, it's not about rest while waiting for the boards.. .hehe I know I have to do something.. .

then I asked for a job.. . part time job (because I'm gonna take the board exams this November).. . I told Him that if the job will hinder me from ministering, I won't take it.. . and then haha! last week, I applied as an english instructor.. . and I was just amazed.. I had interviews yesterday and my training started this morning! hahahaha!

I felt so blessed and so thankful yesterday during the interview.. . was just overwhelmed at how He moved.. . and so surprised that the job He gave me, it's actually what I prayed for! haha! indeed God answers while you wait. haha! and it's really worth it! yun nga lang, sa bandang likod ng megamall ung place.. . but it's fine.. . i just have to obey. .

hehe.. . there came a time actually that i really wanted to take the matter into my own hands.. .tipong mag-apply na lang basta! hahahaha but it's worth it if you'll just wait.. . and just claim His promises.. . ^^,

I don't know why He brought me there.. .haha.. . I don't even know why I have to study and teach english to Koreans.. . but surely He has something in mind.. . *wink* haha! hmmm surely this is one of His ways of equipping me.. . ^^, just have to obey.. .

one churchmate made a comment, malayo daw.. . may alam siya ng mas malaki kita.. . haha!
then i said, i'm not looking for a job.. . I mean, I just want something to make use of my time.. . and at the same time, His ministry is my priority.. .

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right now, my mind is stressed! hahahahahahahaha!
still adjusting.. . it's like from being a couch potato, i'm gonna work.. .hahahaha!
but I believe His Grace is more than enough! ^^,
and His love endures forever.. .
He told me He will bless me!
and He will!

Joy of my desire
All consuming fire
Lord of Glory
Rose of Sharon
rare and sweet

You are now my Peace
Comforter and Friend
wonderful.. . so beautiful You are to me.. .

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