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the worst i've experienced

don't even know if i'll still post this.. . para kasing lumipas na ang feeling of still posting it.. .but then hooooh i just have to... .kase talamak na ang mga ganitong klase ng lalake hooooooooooh

would you imagine.. . kanina i went to alabang for a job interview.. .tapos sumakay ng van sa town.. .eh walang dasma so salawag ang sinakyan ko.. . eh diba ginagawa ang tulay sa salitran so kailangan maglakad.. .ng nasa medyo dulo na ko ng tulay, merong car na silver na bumusina at medyo huminto at nagbaba pa ng bintana.. .only to look at me at yung tinaas yung kilay (ung tipong parang binati ka na 'ui' pero hindi ganun ang dating) tapos tinignan ko sila ng masama mga adik!!! tapos nagtawanan ba naman.. .grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!! hooooooooooooooooh ano bang akala nio sa mga babae ha!??!?!?!!?!?
hooooooooooh syempre.. .hindi ko nakuha ang plate number.. .at ano naman ang magagawa ko kundi tumingala at sabihin.. . "Oh Lord.. ." hoooooooooh buti na lang ng mga panahong un eh medyo okay ako at cool.. . grrr (hahaha imagine.. .cool ako.. . pambihira! si Lord un! nagawa akong pakalmahin!) i just felt abused! hooooh

at ng malapit nang marating ang kanto ng salitran, ung sa may stoplight.. .(ito pa ang kinaiinisan ko sa mga tryke drivers) napadaan malamang sa terminal ng tryke.. .ang nakakainis dun, di ka naman sasakay (obvious ba, i'm going towards the stoplight) di ko rin sila tinitignan.. .pero sisigaw sila at sasabihin "ma'am tricycle!" duh.. . syempre di ko sila tinignan kase dati ginagawa ko un pero naiinis lang ako lalo kase grabe makatingin! sarap dukutin ng mata! imaginin mo mainit pa nun! at himala! hindi talaga ko na-HB! hoooooooooooh Lord! di ko alam pano Mo ginawa un.. .pambihira (kaya importante na sa start ng day, you're heart is good with Him...)

these experiences reminded me of my experiences pa dati.. .hooooooooooooh! and ilalabas ko na ang naramdaman ko kase di talaga maganda.. . what if di lang ako yung ganun..

there was this time ng nagrereview pa ko sa españa (pero di ko tinapos review hehe).. .lagi ako pumupunta sa tita ko sa antipolo.. .from recto nagLRT to santolan then nagvan.. .and there was this driver sabi, "dito ka na sa harap para may katabi naman akong maganda" sabay bukas ng pinto sa tabi ng driver's seat.. . hooooooooooooh... .pag ganun naiinis ako.. .pero wala nagawa kase wala nang bakante.. . ginagawa ko ang lahat para di madikit sa driver kasi dalawa kaming nasa harapan.. .pag lumiliko ang sasakyan dumidikit yung braso na pwede namang di dumikit! grrrrrrrr!

at kinabukasan.. .papunta na ko ng españa from antipolo.. . so sasakay ako ng jeep.. . sa terminal, nagulat ako.. . biglang sabi ng driver "DITO KA SA HARAP! SA HARAP KA!! DITO KA SABI EH!!!" (kaya naka caps kasi sumisigaw siya.. . and i mean it! parang pag-aari niya ko! grrrrrrr!) tinignan ko ang loob ng jeep... .maluwag pa naman.. .adik na driver! hoooooooooh! nek nek nia! dun ako sa loob umupo.. .

these are some of what i've experienced.. .minsan tatawid ka lang sa kalsada may sisigaw "hi mahal.." duh?!??!?!

grrrr!


di ko malaman bakit kailangang gawin un ng mga lalakeng to.. .

we, the ladies... we're not objects! WE ARE NOT OBJECTS THAT GUYS CAN JUST MAKE FUN OF... hooooooooooh
God designed us perfectly to be respected.. .
to be taken cared of.. .

not to be treated that way.. .
not to experience those things.. .

it's just so disappointing na bihira na ang mga lalakeng may puso sa ngayon.. .kahit sa bus.. . and hooooooooooh Lord.. . kay Lord ka na lang talaga aasa para hoooooooooooooh.. .

guys are created to lead.. . not to act like stupid persons.. .

pambihira buti na lang mahal kayo ni LORD.. .

hoooooooooooooh.. .

hooooooooooooooooooh.. . . .

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