hooooh.. . last night was a wreck.. . i dont know.. . but it dawned on me that once you're away from Him.. . the "old you" starts to creep in.. . and suddenly, you may found your family in chaos.. . everyone's shouting.. . . hoooh coz you're not prayin.. . . .
the good thing about God.. . no matter how many times i turn my back on HIM.. . He sees.. . He comes.. . He comforts.. . He listens.. . even if you start quitting He loves you just the same.. . even if you're carrying the burden of this world.. . .His love never changes.. . He brings hope.. . grants peace.. . and tells you -- I love you child.. just trust Me
sometimes it's just hard.. . hooh especially when im bothered even with one of the three most important things in my life -- God, my family, my country.. .
haha can't help but laugh after i've realized that i'm so much affected of the crises in my beloved country.. . di ko alam naiinis na pala ko instead of prayin for it.. . hoooh.. . and argh! just argh! hehehe here's a secret.. . i have the tendency na magtantrums hahahaha if i don't get what i want.. hahahaha! i don't know if that can apply spiritually.. . hehe.. di ko alam baka minsan nagtatantrums ako kay Lord kase parang, Oh Lord.. i love this country so much and i just can't take what happening here.. . and so i sort of just stand far off.. . . something like that.. .
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and on my way to SM, GOd impressed in my heart.. . just forgive.. . so that you can smile again.. .
it's so bad holding grudges or whatever in your heart.. . i didn't.. . pero it may lead to that.. . so whoever may have read or is reading this blog.. . nakakapagod sumimangot for life.. ^_^ just forgive.. . Jesus loves you.. . just release it.. . ^_^
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