hmmm.. well three years ago [i think].. it's just that something's quite touching my heart when it comes to missions.. it's like i don't know if God's placing a little desire in my heart for missions.. hehehe
actually, deal namin ni Lord na aalis lang ako ng bansa [since i'm a nursing student and most of the people are expecting that i'll go abroad after i graduate...] kung sasabihin Niya na magmimission ako sa ibang bansa... =)
but lately.. it's like God has been teaching me lots of things about missions.. i'm reading this book entitled God's foot soldiers --a compilation of stories of filipino missionaries.. hooH! and wow!!! it's just that my heart's been stirred up even more! whow! hoooh LOrd...
it's like God is showing me what it's like to be a missionary... i've realized na ganun pala yun.. hehehe parang hmmm you'll go there.. tapos ayun... kala ko kasi dati, ang gagawin mo lang ay mag-share.. hahahaha! [my naivete] yun pala pwedeng like may work ka dun habang nagsshare ka... [though medyo alam ko na yun..] pwede din na magsstart ka ng something like magtuturo ka.. ganun... hehehehe parang ayun.. ngayon ko lang naabsorb.. heheheheheh dati kase gusto ko lang mag-mission... pero i've realized something... hehehehe.. what missions is all about.. it's about starting something out of nothing... just to see God moving and touching lives... =) ...ayun hehehe.. pero another revelation is that.. hindi ka lang naman tinatawag na missionary pag lumabas ka ng bansa eh.. even here, you can do missions.. here.. heheheheh
and it's been quite some time since God has been speaking to me of what to do sa caregroup sa windward.. hmmm... parang it's the start of my desire for missions.. hehehehehehe.. it's like going out [of the church] and sharing the Word.. sharing His goodness.. living with them.. getting to know them.. ushering them into God's most Holy presence... discipling them.. ganun.. hehehehe.. parang i just don't want our stay there na parang walang nangyayari.. ganun lang.. parang i want to be used by God to leave something in their lives din.. parang ganun.. hirap magexplain! hehehehehe... basta ganun. parang winning them for Christ's sake..! hooh! honestly, after Jrev sa araneta, it's a dream that God placed in my heart to conduct small groups sa mga subdivisions.. nung time nga lang na yun, di pa lumalabas ang mga youth. pero wow!!! grabe lang si Lord!! He's just fulfilling it!!! hoooh!!!!! ayun..
and another thing... whenever we have fellowships.. hmmm =)
it's like we're in a mission din...
lam mo yun.. parang ngayon, God has been imparting things to me.. deeper meaning of what fellowship really means.. and LOrd.. hooh! Lord.. in Your time... =) they will also realize that.. parang .. it's not enough to welcome the people during fellowships.. there must be something deeper.. hooh! LOrd.. i don't know how... i really don't know how.. but i know what to do.. hehe gets..?? well, You know me... i'm still hoooh Lord... my heart's crying out for something.. pero lam mo yun LOrd... You know my struggle pag dating sa area na to... medyo di pa ko nakakarecover.. hehehehe.. tired? dunno.. heheheheh parang lam Mo yun LOrd.. hoooh! ayun.. basta alam Mo na yun! =) thanks Dad!
but surely, it shall come to pass!!!
and my dream will come true...
my desire for a generation that's so close to God's heart will come to pass.. and that's our generation..!
and after that... =)
we can share Your love.. outside this country... if it's YOur will.. =)
training pa lang dito! hehehehe =)
actually, deal namin ni Lord na aalis lang ako ng bansa [since i'm a nursing student and most of the people are expecting that i'll go abroad after i graduate...] kung sasabihin Niya na magmimission ako sa ibang bansa... =)
but lately.. it's like God has been teaching me lots of things about missions.. i'm reading this book entitled God's foot soldiers --a compilation of stories of filipino missionaries.. hooH! and wow!!! it's just that my heart's been stirred up even more! whow! hoooh LOrd...
it's like God is showing me what it's like to be a missionary... i've realized na ganun pala yun.. hehehe parang hmmm you'll go there.. tapos ayun... kala ko kasi dati, ang gagawin mo lang ay mag-share.. hahahaha! [my naivete] yun pala pwedeng like may work ka dun habang nagsshare ka... [though medyo alam ko na yun..] pwede din na magsstart ka ng something like magtuturo ka.. ganun... hehehehe parang ayun.. ngayon ko lang naabsorb.. heheheheheh dati kase gusto ko lang mag-mission... pero i've realized something... hehehehe.. what missions is all about.. it's about starting something out of nothing... just to see God moving and touching lives... =) ...ayun hehehe.. pero another revelation is that.. hindi ka lang naman tinatawag na missionary pag lumabas ka ng bansa eh.. even here, you can do missions.. here.. heheheheh
and it's been quite some time since God has been speaking to me of what to do sa caregroup sa windward.. hmmm... parang it's the start of my desire for missions.. hehehehehehe.. it's like going out [of the church] and sharing the Word.. sharing His goodness.. living with them.. getting to know them.. ushering them into God's most Holy presence... discipling them.. ganun.. hehehehe.. parang i just don't want our stay there na parang walang nangyayari.. ganun lang.. parang i want to be used by God to leave something in their lives din.. parang ganun.. hirap magexplain! hehehehehe... basta ganun. parang winning them for Christ's sake..! hooh! honestly, after Jrev sa araneta, it's a dream that God placed in my heart to conduct small groups sa mga subdivisions.. nung time nga lang na yun, di pa lumalabas ang mga youth. pero wow!!! grabe lang si Lord!! He's just fulfilling it!!! hoooh!!!!! ayun..
and another thing... whenever we have fellowships.. hmmm =)
it's like we're in a mission din...
lam mo yun.. parang ngayon, God has been imparting things to me.. deeper meaning of what fellowship really means.. and LOrd.. hooh! Lord.. in Your time... =) they will also realize that.. parang .. it's not enough to welcome the people during fellowships.. there must be something deeper.. hooh! LOrd.. i don't know how... i really don't know how.. but i know what to do.. hehe gets..?? well, You know me... i'm still hoooh Lord... my heart's crying out for something.. pero lam mo yun LOrd... You know my struggle pag dating sa area na to... medyo di pa ko nakakarecover.. hehehehe.. tired? dunno.. heheheheh parang lam Mo yun LOrd.. hoooh! ayun.. basta alam Mo na yun! =) thanks Dad!
but surely, it shall come to pass!!!
and my dream will come true...
my desire for a generation that's so close to God's heart will come to pass.. and that's our generation..!
and after that... =)
we can share Your love.. outside this country... if it's YOur will.. =)
training pa lang dito! hehehehe =)
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