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hehehe.. wala lang.. don't know what to post here.. today para kong nauubusan ng lakas.. hehe.. wala kong gustong gawin kundi magpahinga... parang pagod na pagod ako e wala naman masyadong ginagawa.. feeling ko nakakatulog naman ako ng maayos..pero parang hirap pa rin.. gusto ko pa ring matulog ng matulog.. don't know why.. hmmmm [ate gil, sounds familiar.. hehehehe]

ayun lang..
tapos parang feeling ko pag nagdecision ako mali.. hehe.. lam mo yun.. feeling ko ... [well, feeling ko nga lang yun eh.! hehehehe] i should not listen to that..

WHAT I WANT TO DO...
well.. isa lang gusto ko...
hmmmmmm..
i wanna have a break...
even for one day na break.. it would be fine.. and very much treasured and valued.. [treasured na, valued pa noh?] hehe..

hmmm...
ayun lang. ... parang i wanna go to a place na tahimik.. [hindi naman sementeryo].. yung tipong makakapag-unwind ka..
walang cellphone..
walang tv..
walang pc...
yung tipong solo ako ni LOrd..
-sigh- ayun lang...
ganun..
pwede din namang sa beach...
watching sunset..
[as if naman may malapit na beach dito noh?]

ANOTHER WHAT I WANT TO DO...
>sleep.. heheheh
i just want to sleep and sleep and sleep para recharged na ko and i can do more..

>i want to learn how to love studying..
kase parang feeling ko di ako nag-aaral ng maayos... wala sa hulog yung utak ko..

>i want to learn how to love my profession even more..
feeling ko parang naneneglect ko yung nursing..

>i want to know why God always brings me to the student council..
parang lagi na lang akong iniinvite to be a part of this, a part of that.. i dunno..

>i want to read...
and receive books.. ; )

>i want cheeseburger
and bigmac... i love it!

>i want to talk to someone... yung maayos ...
i miss panget.. di na kami nakakapagkwentuhan..

>ayun lang..


hooh LOrd... joy..

i want the joy of the Lord to come down
i want the joy of the Lord to fall down
i want the joy of the Lord in my life.

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