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birthday gurl

=) heheheh... as the title says, well yeah.. it's my 19th birthday today.. and unfortunately, ung mga gusto kong i-blog e nawala lahat sa utak ko... whahahahahahah...

let go of the past...
when we hear someone say let go of the past, oftentimes, we only think of the negative ones...but letting go of the past includes letting go of the positive ones too.. haha! weird isn't it... but, yes, it's true.. sometimes, that hinder us from accepting new things coming in our lives... hehehhe.. that's the preaching this morning... hooh!

Lord, allow me to have an amnesia so that i may let go of my past.. especially the memorable ones... the good ones.. and the ones i really really treasure... those things might hinder me from accepting Your will... if i dwell in the past, how can i accept the future wholeheartedly...

the heart...
the heart of the matter is... hahahaha.. well.. hmmmm... i just want to see my dreams come to pass.. yes, to see my dreams come to pass.. i want to see the young people close to God's heart...i desire to see the young people surrendering wholeheartedly to God's will.. ung seryosohan... ung tipong people around us will see that not too young, not too old kayang maging seryoso kay Lord.. depende sa preparation ng heart... i desire to see the young people get out of their comfort zones and engage with the enemy... =) i don't know when.. i don't know how.. but i know something and i'm confident of this... i'm gonna see the goodness of the LOrd all the days of my life..=) and surely, He's the One who placed these desires in my heart... un nga lang, sometimes.. all you can really do is pray... and pray ... and pray... people are people... God reveals Himself to different people differently.. =) sometimes i feel like parang sa kin lang un gustong ipagawa ni Lord.. yes, i'm struggling doing thigns GOd wants me to do.. kase i don't see other people doing the same... =) but it doesn't matter.. we ought to be the first one to stand, not the last one to get up... =) i'm glad... i'm just glad... =)

the prayer...
that God will pour out His SPirit among the young people... =) un lang...
to see the workers empowered by the Holy Spirit, not thinking of their own...
to see people love one another selflessly.... =)
a generation that's so close to God's heart... =)

may God bless me indeed... =)

Comments

giL =P said…
May God bless you indeed!

Belated happy bday nga pala ha...whhehehe

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