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realizations... realizations... realizations...

-sigh- sometimes you have to slow down and ponder about some things... hehehehe...

sometimes you have to walk and not run....

sometimes you have to take a deep breath... relax...

sometimes you just have to listen...

sometimes you just have to be silent...

sometimes it helps if you'll just cry a little... and a little more...

sometimes.... yeah, sometimes...

sometimes we fall out of track...

sometimes we go astray...

sometimes we rely on our own...

sometimes it's hard to move on...

sometimes it's hard to take that step...

sometimes the only thing you're thinking of is just giving up...

sometimes you just don't want to go on anymore...

sometimes it hurts a bit...

sometimes there seemed to be no reason to smile...

sometimes it's just... -sigh-

sometimes you'll just realize you're a failure...

sometimes you'll realize that you've messed up...

sometimes you can't feel the embrace of your Father...

sometimes He seems distant...

sometimes you don't understand...

sometimes you really can't see His hand...

sometimes it's hard to listen...

but all the time these sometimes happen...

you'll just here Him say...

Halika nga dito... kala ko nawala ka na eh..."

--- one day at a time Lord... ---

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