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amazed

-sigh-

just came from a place wherein you know you really failed GOd... i just came from a place wherein i know that i cannot boast anything... i've messed up... i wasn't ok... i was bad... and i'm just patching things up between me and my God..

and whew!!! grabe lang ang pagkilos ni Lord... ang sarap pala ng feeling na alam mong talaga nagre-rely ka lang sa Holy Spirit... you were not ok... but then, that's not the question... do you have that faith that God can still use you whatever circumstances you are facing as of the moment...?! and yes... whew... it's really faith God... what happened a while ago was a matter of faith... i just saw this little girl... trying to patch things up... trying to fall into the arms of her Creator once again... starting again... but then, she didn't mind her incapabilities... she didn't mind if she feels good or ok or not... what was on her mind is that she won't allow her Father's work to be stopped just because she's not ok... the world will not wait for her to be ok... it's not an excuse to be ok... i just saw how God used that little girl mightily... absolutely nothing in front of her God... not prepared to answer whatever question there is... and whew... by God's grace she stood up... by God's grace she was able to stand firmly... over the enemy... the little girl also saw his two divine friends being used by God mightily... she was amazed because it's true enough that she knew what happened to them... but then, she was blessed because they took courage and stood by the grace of God... they overcame by the blood of the lamb.. oh, it really feels great realizing that you're weak and you're nothing.... because you'll trust in One thing... in God... -whew- Lord, you're simply amazing...

true enough that Your power is made perfect when we are weak...
and when we are weak, then we are strong!!!

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