birthday ko po ngayon

wala lang.. hehehehe.. at last, i'm 18.. wala lang.. hmmmm... ano bang meron...?! wala naman..

nakakatuwa lang kase may kasama akong salubungin ang araw ng birthday ko.. kaninang 12am.. actually, mga past 10 yesterday kausap ko si tommy sa fone... and un.. hanggang 1am magkausap kami... haaaaaaaaaaaay.. sobrang nun ko na lang nakausap ung taong un e.. ehehehehe.. tommy's my bestfriend... actually, since high school... pero, si mitch talaga ang bestfriend ko.. diba kase, kaya nga best kase isa lang.. and hindi naman pwedeng opposite sex.. kase best friend nga.. so, parang ang gulo..?! pero hindi.. ang kulit nga e.. kase, pano un, si mitch, bess ko na gurl.. tapos si tommy, best friend ko na guy..?!?! eheheheheh.. ang weird.. pero weird nga.. alam naman ni tommy na may bestfriend ako.. si mitch.. pero he's the type of person na bestfriend niya ko, tapos may iba pa rin siyang best friend... parang ganun.. basta ganun... tapos, un..

ngayon-ngayon lang, nabasa ko ung message niya sa kin sa friendster.. grabe lang.. sobrang na-touched lang ako... and wala lang..

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wala na kong magawa... uhm... wala rin akong masulat.. kase kung meron man, it's between me and GOd...

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sa sobrang mga bagay na nangyari sa kin this past days, sabi ko kay Lord, ung unang taong babati sa kin sa birthday ko, starting 12am ng june 18, ibig sabihin, mahal ako nung taong un, concerned sa kin, at special ako sa kanya... it turned out na ung taong hindi ko ine-expect na babati sa kin ung bumati sa kin... but im not sad... ewan ko! iba kase pag si Lord ang nagbibigay ng joy! haha!

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Just remember that even we do not see each other i'll be your bestfrnd..
Take Care Always!! Love you Bestfrnd!!! -from someone..

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