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birthday ko po ngayon [2]

haaaaaaaaay.. im a year older... hmmmm... 18 na ko!!! ehehehehe... and sobrang grabe lang... nakakatuwa talaga si Lord.. sobrang hindi ko inexpect ang mga nangyari yesterday.. sobrang grabe!!! haha!! buti na lang babad sa prayer ung araw na un... and sobrang kumilos si Lord.. i really can't run from God's plan.. biruin mo un, plinano ni LOrd na babasagan ako ni RJ ng itlog sa ulo [na hindi niya pa mabasag-basag] sa araw ng 18th birthday ko! ehehehehe...

honestly, it was the first time na may nag-surprise sa kin.. ehehehe.. and sobrang na-surprise ako.. with matchin sparking candles ah! ehehehe.. ang kewl talaga ng family ni Lord... sobrang blessed and touched ako... naisip ko nga e, ano kaya kung nagka-party pa ko..?!? malamang ndi ko na nakayanan ung joy... sobrang naiiyak nga ko sa mga pinakita at pinarealize sa kin ni Lord kahapon e... sobrang grabe na for the past 17 years ndi ko napansin yon.. pero iba pag si Lord ung sobrang nagmamahal sa yo.. mararamdaman mo!

sobrang ang dami kong na-realize at ang daming pina-realize sa kin ni Lord...

to those persons na nagprepare para i-surprise ako, at kung ang motibo nio e maramdaman ko na special ako at mahal nio ko, YOU GUYS WON! sobrang ramdam ko na mahal ako ni Lord dahil sa inyo.. hindi nio lang alam kung anong nagawa sa kin ng simpleng pagbasag ng itlog sa ulo ko, simpleng pagbuhos sa kin ng softdrinks na royal, simpleng pagbbigay ng cake na may 18 sparking candles... simpleng surprise na hindi ko talaga nahalata.. simpleng asaran, tawanan, kainan.. simpleng panonood ng cheaper by the dozen... for some it may be simple.. ordinary.. pero mga pare, sa kin hindi.. it's SPECIAL... an ordinary day that turned EXTRAORDINARY... [ang drama ko ba...?!ehehehehe...] ganto lang ako ka-thankful kay LOrd.. hindi nio lang alam kung anong nagawa nio sa kin... that was the best birthday ever!!! sobrang na-realize ko na hindi mo talaga makukulong sa iisang tao lang ung love na hinahanap ng isang tao.. and mas masaya pag marami.. ndi man tayo ganun karami na nag-celebrate.. pero tama na sa 'kin ung sinamahan nio ko.. ung desire nga lang na i-celebrate ang birthday ko enuf na e.. and may pinagawa kayo sa kin na sobrang hindi ko naman normal na ginagawa pero dahil sa inyo, nagawa ko.. and matagal ko nang gustong gawin un!!! eheheheh... basta, sobrang thankful ako... divine friends... muah!

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