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dance... dance... dance...

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Christ within me
He's in me
the river of life
Christ within me
Dwells within me
To Him i'm glorified...

waaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh... that's the first song that my batch in dance ministry danced a while ago... january 30, 2005 - first time na sasayaw ung mga trainees sa dance!!!! waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh... and ndi ako kasama dun!!!!!!!!!! grabe!!! kanina ngang 2nd service gusto kong maiyak habang nagsasayaw sila kase ndi ako kasama e... waaaaaaaaahh... =c

pero ok lang.. on the other hand, alam kong God has a purpose kung bakit ndi Niya ako in-allow na sumayaw... and i understand that... ndi pa ako ganun kaayos... mas maganda kung magpapa-ayos muna ako sa Kanya... and nagsisimula na... haha!!!

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dun sa sermon kanina sa service talagang tinamaan ako... whew! God made me realize na ndi ko Siya nasunod at [some?] areas in my life... haaaaaaaaaaaaay... pero ok lang.. ang galing talaga ni Lord kase kasabay ng pag-rebuke Niya, merong kasamang free tips kung anong gagawin mo para ndi ka mahirapan! o dba?!?! sobrang mahal na mahal ako ni Lord that He can't afford to see me na nasa putikan ulit! grabe!!! ang galing!!! and sobrang thankful ako...

yes, im busy... pero ndi dapat na magpadala sa mga ka-busyhan sa buhay... once again i was reminded na in every aspect of your life, put God first... ndi ung una si Lord, next family, next studies, next friends, etc... dapat, sa family una si Lord, sa school una si Lord, etc... ganun! and i have to strip off every weights and sin na nasa akin... ang sarap.. kase ganto man ang sitwasyon ko ngaun... there's joy and peace....! hahaha!!!

nothing can separate me from the love of God...

"Let us strip off every weight that slows us down, especially sin that so easily hinders our progress." -Hebrews 12:11

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siguro, for a while ndi ako naging disciplined na bata... just like sa story kanina... kung masyado akong makulit at inuuna ko ang mga gusto kong gawin, nagiging hindrance un sa pag-grow ko as a person... tulad nung skit kanina... ung friendship ng bird and caterpillar... ito ang most unforgettable line ko dun... "'pag pinagpatuloy mo pa ang pakikipag-kaibigan mo jan sa ibon na yan, balang araw kakainin ka rin niyan kahit sabihin mong magkaibigan kayo..." i don't know but it struck me.. dapat na talagang itigil ang friendship na ndi naman necessary... isa tuloy un sa mga naka-apekto para mawala ako sa focus kasabay ng mga ka-busy-han sa buhay... hahah! ang galing ni Lord kase patuloy Niya kong tinuturuan sa mga gagawin ko... and He doesn't allow me to be tempted na ndi ko kaya.. lalo namang ndi Niya ko hahayaang malaglag...! o dba...? God is really great!


"DISCIPLINE YOURSELF FOR THE PURPOSE OF GODLINESS" -1 Timothy 4:7

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