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it never entered my mind that today was the 13th day of september.. yes, i know that it was 13.. but i didn't realized that it was "13"... ehehehe.. well.. 13 is a very special day for me before... it is really a special one..

but God is really... wOw.. mapapangiti ka na lang sa mga surprises Niya a.. just like kanina.. i went to the church 'cause we'll be practicing for our resentation on friday for the youth fellowship and we'll make some IDs for the other youths.. then.. when we were staying outside the church.. sitting on the stairs.. i felt like it will kinda rain.. then i looked up and then to the right side.. then i saw a man.. naglalakad.. nagtetext.. naka-uniform pa ata... [ndi ko siya tinitigan ah!] then tumingin na ko sa mga ka-groupmates ko na katabi ko 'coz we're planning for the design of the t-shirt.. then bigla nilang nakita ung guy na nakita ko.. [ndi na nga ako nagsalita e...] well, si ate gil ok lang na makita niya kase sinabi lang niya kung saan ung practice ng sayaw.. tapos ung iba ko pang ka-groupmates, [na medyo 13 years old.. ciempre mang-aasar un..] aun.. tinawag pa siya sa name niya.. pinarinig sa kin.. but i didn't look at him.. tapos kinuha pa ung hand ko and winave.. ehehehe.. haaaaay.... buti na lang sinaway na sila ni ate gil.. ehehehe...

then, ndi ko pa rin na-realize that time that it was "13".. hahaha! na-realize ko lang siya nung nakasakay na ko sa jeep pauwi.. hahaha! medyo malapit na ko nun sa min e.. tapos dun ko lang na-realize na "13" nga pala!!!! shocks! grabe.. nasabi ko tuloy ang "kulit" ni Lord.. [not literally makulit Siya..] natuwa lang ako.. kase it's like medyo nakalimutan ko na un e.. tapos biglang nakakatuwa kase pinakita pa rin Niya siya sa kin.. ehehehe.. wala lang.. ang cool nga e.. kase i wasn't expecting it.. really... and then biglang ganun?! hahaha!!!! then in-analyze ko..then i found out that every 13th day of the month nakikita ko siya...[secret lang natin to ah! sa kung sino mang makakabasa.. baka kase next month ndi na siya ipakita ni Lord..] ehehehe.. nways, i really enjoyed it! but not the feeling...

narealyze ko rin habang naglalakad ako kung anong purpose ng pag-bigay ko ng letter sa kanya..[kase after nun, ndi na talaga niya ko kinausap...] i've learned na kaya ganun un... kase, baka maging close ulit kami.. and maiba ung motive.. it shouldn't be like that.. kaya natutuwa talaga ako kay LOrd 'coz He's plans are really perfect! and now i understood kung bakit ndi na niya ko kinausap after kong ipabigay ung letter.. kase, alam niyang may gantong mangyayari.. and alam ko na pag gagawa siya ng action, he'll think it over a lot of times.. kaya tama un!

ang galing talaga ni Lord.. even though we're not together, He's teaching me to just trust in Him and in him.. eheheh... LOrd, you're the BEST!!!

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