Livin' only by Grace

I've been through the wilderness for the past months and I've learned a lot of things.. . One is to be at peace and to just endure even when you don't know what's happening. Surely He has a plan and for sure, you'll learn a lot. The decision to resign to the previous company I worked with was hard. I really hate goodbyes but I have to obey. It's clear. I wanted to think logically like if I stay until August or September, I'll still have enough means to live by before school (since I'm planning to take up my masters). But His words are so clear.. . Go. I need to resign. I need to be faith-full! Even if I don't know what's going to happen, where I'll get the funds to go to church everytime I need to, to buy RJ a birthday gift, to somehow have something inside my wallet and other whatnots, I just decided to entrust everything to Him. He knows what's best. And He's up for something great! I remained at peace and by His Grace I can say I d...

Why do I have lots of questions.. .? * Where did Cain's wife came from? --> Well I found an answer to this one just now.. . *Did Adam start his age at 1? You see God created them man and woman (not girl or boy or child). If not 1, that might be the reason why he lived 900+ years old? I sometimes hate it when I have lots of questions.. . argh! This is what I always tell myself whenever I don't have the answers yet: "When logic ends, faith begins." Plus I don't need to know everything =) His mind is unfathomable ok? =) Whew!

These are the words from my Victory Group Leader last Saturday during our Victory Group.. . Lately, I just can't help but stand in awe of Him as I look at these people.. . How humble they are and how transparent they can be. Plus the fact that they're not ashamed of admitting their weaknesses. I had this habit before of revealing my struggles to my peers or my co-leaders or to selected people only.. . And after hearing this, I was thinking, why was I afraid of showing my weakness to those around me? Why should I always have to show the image that I am strong when in fact, I do undergo trials and "thumping" seasons? Then I was reminded of what Elizabeth Elliot wrote to her daughter (from the book Let Me Be a Woman). She said that she (Valerie, her daughter), once she got married, should always remind herself that she married a sinner. Because of your always being together, you'd think that he's Mr. Right and he can never be wrong. That's the reason why most...