good thing i didn't take up the engineering course

.. . yes.. .you heard it right.. . ^^,

Since I was a kid, I've always dreamed of being an engineer or an architect one day.. . and right now, I'm so glad God didn't allow me to be one! whew! now I understand why He led me to the nursing career.. .

If i took up that course, waaaaaah! I might've lasted for only a year or couple of years.. . haha!

This week, I've learned two things:
1. I couldn't stay like this for the rest of my life! I just can't stay in front of the computer and so and so. God's so sweet that He wants me to see the reason why He led me to another path.. . because I can't live this life.. . this is not for me.. haha! But surely He has a purpose why He brought me here.. .

2. It's still a sweet thing from Him because this is still part of my dream.. . when I was a kid.. .haha but it just led me to love my calling all the more.. . ^^, i still prefer the nursing career.. .people-oriented ^^.

-sigh-

Indeed He knows the plans He has for us.. .
He alone knows.. . ^^,
We just have to love the mystery attached to it.. .
You don't have to fear because the One holding your life
didn't lose anything ^^,

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