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where to.. .?

.. .thoughts about where to go.. .what to do after the boards.. .came to my mind as I attended the first day of the final coaching at Cathedral of Praise, UN.. .

for a while I've been lax.. . =] it seems like, i somehow set aside the "nursing stuff" haha.. . for the past months, it's like i was content with what i'm doing.. .i'm like "content" with what I already have.. . i taught for a while.. . presently running a little business.. .earning a little.. .seems like it's okay already.. . then suddenly it dawned on me that I'm settling already for the second best.. . before this, i just wanted to finish the board exam then do my stuff again.. . second best.. .

yeah.. . second best.. .there's nothing wrong with my current situation.. .it's good.. .but His plans are the best.. .THE BEST.. . and sometimes, along our way, we stumble on something and stay there for a little while.. .forgetting what lies ahead.. . but it's your choice.. . your decision.. .

today, it's like i woke up from a deep sleep.. . i asked my self, what should i do then.. .? what should i do next.. .? after the boards, where to? seems like i don't have plans.. . i'm lost.. . thank God He has.. . i felt sorry because i felt like for a while, i turned by back on something great.. .turned my back on His calling.. .but i'm very very grateful and thankful that He still calls me.. .saying, here's the road, follow it.. .

suddenly, i felt the desire to move forward.. .i realized that for a while I lacked motivation on some things.. . thank God for that grace that brought me back to where I should be.. .

now i'm back on track.. . dreaming again.. . sticking to Our first plan.. . *_* to Our deal.. .=]

i'm just thankful that no matter what we do, no matter where we go, His grace is always there to take us to the place where we should be.. . even if we turn our backs on it.. . His promise still remains.. .

right now, I still don't have plans after the boards.. . well, my dream is to just go on a mission.. (for the rest of my life? hmmm don't know.. .until He wants me to.. .) that's just my goal.. . I don't know how to get there.. . but surely, He will make a way.. .

i just want to continuously seek His heart.. . and I won't be lost.. . *_*


Whoever you are.. if you stumbled on this blog.. .don't know where to go to.. . just keep in mind that He has plans for you.. . yes.. .YOU.. .plans to prosper you and not to harm you.. .to give you hope and a better future.. . ^_^ you just have to surrender your life to Him and you'll never ever be lost.. . God bless!

the safest place in the world is to be in His loving arms.. .

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