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cnm days

today is my last CNM days.. hehe graduating na kase.. hehe and whoa... i'm gonna wear pink. hehe yun kase yung batch color namin.. -wink-

well... it's just weird.. hehe di ko alam kung naging sobrang tahimik lang ba ko at passive o ano.. hehe.. dito nanaman sa e-lib and whoa.. instead of watching the volleyball game [which im very very very very fond of... because it reminds me of my high school days and my beloved 25k peeps..] andito ko sa e-lib.. hehehe

was just reminded of high school intrams.. kaka-miss lang.. one week na walang ginagawa.. the cheering competition... [which i love the most..] table tennis thingy... [my favorite sports...] volleyball [as well...] hehe.. kaka-miss lang...

last tuesday, we [my 25k peeps] had our 6th anniversary.. weeeeeeh! hehe.. hooh! just received text messages from my friends.. well, from erick, tina, mitch, kennon and james lang... =) but what struck me the most was tina's 2nd [or 3rd] txt message..hehe she texted lahat ng mga bagay bagay nung highschool... volleyball, cantonan, waiting shed[kasama ba un?hehe], mcdo bayan, parlor, bahay nila mich, bahay nila dhabs, bahay nila jo, bahay nila pepe... [forgot na yung iba eh.. hehehehe] basta ganun... and whoa... waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!!! bigla ko lang silang na-miss.. na parang i've always dreamt of being with them again... kasamang nagwoworship kay Lord... [that's my dream...] and waaah.. bigla ko lang silang na-miss.. medyo di na kase kami nagkikita-kita ngayon..well, yung last na meet namin nung repeat performance ng pangayaw.. kase after nun, kila ate rica kami -- victory party.. hehehe.. just miss 'em...

hoooh... sana pwede pang bumalik sa high school days.. na parang i could've done something better.. pero hindi.. i believe God included that as He wrote my life story... whew... and i'm glad He did include them.. though may mga tough times... hard times... broken times... hehe i'm glad He just made them just the way they are... =)

i miss playin' volleyball with you guys!
[sana lang mabasa nila to diba..? hehehehe]

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