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looking back...

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bLesSed NeW yEaR



-whew-
another year has passed... =) hmmm.. what can i say.. =) -sigh-sigh-sigh-sigh-sigh-sigh-
those sighs doesn't mean that the previous year has been waaaah... hmmmm well.. as far as i can remember [parang ang tagal na noh? hehehehehhe] hmmmm there have been lots of ups and downs. whew... there were times that i've been good.. i've failed... fallen.. but the good thing is... whow... GOD'S GRACE IS MORE THAN ENOUGH.. that' s why i'm still standing.. hehehehe...

»lessons learned...
hmmmm...
* God can still use you even if you don't feel good, if you'll just allow Him too
* God's love is constant... unfailing... you just have to be reminded always... =) whew
* Focus and refocus... IT'S A MUST!
* Pray at all times.. as in pray pray pray!!!
* Just keep on reading His Words.. read! read! read!
* brokenness... there's anointing
* desperation for Jesus
* i'm learning...
* TRUST ME -God... ;)
* smile even if things aren't doing good! =)

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[alam ko meron pa eh.. hehehe.. i wrote it kagabi sa journal ko...]

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»what i've been through these past few months...
- got out of focused
-failed to stand... whew... [well, just like what ate weng said, it's a process...] -sigh-
-hehehe...

hmmmmm... yung iba secret na lang... ! =p
kumustahin nio na lang ako... ;0

hehehehe....

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»looking forward...

168 days to go... and it's the end of my teenage years... hehehehe... what can i do with those days? =) hmmm.. Lord what can i do..? what do You want me to do... =)
hmmmmm...

You just mold me.. and prepare me.. and just lavish me with Your love please... hoooh... no matter how many times i forget... just allow me to remember please... Lord... please... i just want to be reminded always of Your love... hoooh Lord.. you just hold me.. and just remind me please... =) thanks Dad... -hug-

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»school...
haven't started our thesis yet.. hahahaha.. hoooh...

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»ministry...
haven't planned yet..
hooh...
haha!!!


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»my prayer/request...
guys,
just pray for me..
i badly need it..
and oh!
please..
understand..
if sometimes i get a bit waaaah.. [sunget? strict?]
hmmm..
please understand..
God isn't finished with me yet... ;)
and
hmmm..
don't forget to ask me
how i've been doing...
=)
it wud be highly appreciated...
=)
hooh..
thanks..
sorry if sometimes
kala niyo
hehehehhe.
ang sungit ko..
=)
you just approach me...
i'm always free...
thanksie!

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Holiness
Scott Underwood

Holiness, holiness
Is what I long for
Holiness is what I need
Holiness, holiness
Is what you want from me

Take my heart and form it
Take my mind transform it
Take my will conform it
To yours to yours oh lord

Righteousness, righteousness
Is what I long for
Righteousness is what I need
Righteousness, righteousness
Is what you want from me

Take my heart and form it
Take my mind transform it
Take my will conform it
To yours to yours oh lord

Faithfulness, faithfulness
Is what I long for
Faithfulness is what I need
Faithfulness, faithfulness
Is what you want from me

Take my heart and form it
Take my mind transform it
Take my will conform it
To yours to yours oh lord

Comments

hAna said…
^_^ hmm... muzta ka na nga ba??? hehe...

wag nyo apihin blog ko!!! di pa ko nakakapagwarm up! hehe...
9:34 PM
hAna said…
ate mhe! sabi ko sayo di lang sa bday mu aabot si ate gil! bawal selfish! hehe...
8:41 PM
mheries said…
hehehehe... ako..??!!? =p
7:05 PM
hAna said…
oo ikaw! ^_^
7:04 PM
mheries said…
=p cute pa rin siyempre.. hehehehehehe
4:24 PM
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