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sometimes i'm really wondering.. -sigh- -sigh- -sigh-

things just come and go... and then puff... you're here again back to what has been happening before..

it's just a cycle..

and whoaa...

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some people misunderstand you for who you are and what you do.. especiall when they just can't comprehend what's with you...

[oh my am i writing a poem...?] hehehehe..

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sometimes i get to a point of being close to aaaaaaaaaaarrrrrgggh... they're somehow getting to my nerves.. oh Lord.. i just can't do it...
sometimes it's easier to frown than to smile..
sometimes i just want to -sigh- nakakainis

-sigh- -sigh- -sigh-

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hay.............

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this can't be... =)

i've got to fight this whatever...

aaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrgggh...

kainis

whew

and another whew


and another whew

-sigh-

-sigh-

-sigh-

and then one...

two....

three...

it should be gone... -sigh-

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it's been a long time since i've posted something here... well... i dunno.. i just don't feel like blogging for these past few months...

thinking about something new..? well, one reason is that i'm busy... [but that shouldn't be a reason... =)]

well, i'm blessed.. God has been faithful to me and has been with me in good times and bad times.. hehehehe... and i'm glad He's my God.. my LORD and Savior... times bring out that something in me.. that good me, and that bad me.. =) either way He still likes me... =) and that's what matters... =) =) =)
people may not understand.. people may think of something else.. but what matters is my relationship with my God.. i don't know if anyone's still visiting this site.. hehehe... but all i can say is i'm blessed.. i'm blessed to have known a Big God who's so in love with me.. who's so compassionate and caring and loving and affectionate.. =) whew... for the past months i don't know if i've done something wrong.. hehe.. but one thing's for sure... i'm still standing.. i'm still standing. i'm still standing.. but by the Grace of GOD!

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here's one of me favorite lines from a book entitled _spiritual leadership_

...reJecTed by peOpLe... acCepTed by GOD...

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hAna said…
=) Everything works together for the good of those who love Him!
8:36 PM
mheries said…
yup..
thanks!!!
5:56 PM
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