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at long last...!

haha! at last! i got the chance to post something here... hmmmm... hehehehehe....

t0 start with...

at last! i already know what's goin' on... hehe... i'm already sure [a bit] with what God has been doing lately.. =) why i've been experiencing those stuffs.. why i'm feeling that way.. etc etc... =)

we, as children of God, biologically, we undergo stages from birth to infancy to adolescence etc... we grow physically.. we come to a point wherein we become mature individuals... so it is with our spiritual lives... we also mature... and that process/procedure is hard to understand pala... it's not easy to realize that you are in the process towards maturity...

well, lately... hmmmm.... i've learned that all those stuffs i've been experiencing is because i'm in the process of maturity.. [not to boast or something... it's the truth that's happening to me...] =) i can say that ganito pala ang feeling... hehehehe... whew! and i can't believe that i'm in this stage wherein i'm in this stage! hahahaha!!!

there were times before [in the past few months] wherein i think i'm a bit crazy... because of my points of view... because i think my points of view are very weird.. it's different from others.. haha! baliw ako! but then... that's it! haha! that's the start... it's hard for me at first to take the step with regards to the things that GOd has been dealing with me... but then, i've realized that those are really the God thing to do.. heheheheh...

it's about righteousness and holiness and purity... weird for some, right? even i... that's what i thought.. i thought that doing not just the right thing, but the GOd thing, is more of being a radical to the truest meaning of the word! whooo! [i hope you guys get me...] but then, hindi pala... hehehehehe... hindi pala un sobrang radical... because that's what we ought to do... imagine this, if we try do reach GOd's standards, live it, and not compromise... what kind of world are we living in right now kaya?! diba..?! for example, if the ladies would not compromise their standards when it comes to relationships, i'm sure the guys would have tried harder to win their hearts, and i'm sure, there would be lesser number of two-timers [or at least they didn't exist in the first place] becuase they know how hard it is to win a girl's heart.. right..?! if there would be people who'll be faithful with their God's will [even if they don't see them/ know them yet], they will learn how to wait and they will not get into different relationships... divorce would not be practiced.. if that's the case, do you think we still have large numbers of divorce cases worldwide...?! whew... if only we'll strive for righteosness.. it seemed impossible... but the reality is, we have a big God.. and with Him, ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE hahaha!

that's what has been goin on with my mind lately.. all those stuffs like, if only this... and if only that... hooooh... and it will not only remain that way.. for i know that God will make it come to pass...

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