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Waiting period is God's way of testing our absolute dependence on Him! God doesn't change His mind, we do! So don't get tired of waiting.. for God will give it to You!!!

hmmmm... when i had my interview at HSBC.. whew!! from 9am-6pm, 75% of my time was spent with waiting.. whew!!! if i were to sum up the time i've spent with the interview, exam, then interview.. it took me about 3 hours to finish those!! whew!!! it was really very dragging to wait.. hehehehe.. but i know that in those times of waiting, God is teaching me something.. but i haven't figured it out until early this morning..! haha!!!

i know that in waiting, one of the things that's tested is your patience.. haha!!! and whew!! but i'm searching for a more deeper answer/ reason... i'm also aware that it is a stage wherein you can do your things in preparation for the future.. you should redeem your time!! hahaha!! and just early this morning, this quote was just impressed in my heart! haha!!!

in that 9 hours stay at HSBC... whew.. hahaha!!! i dunno.. i just prayed and prayed.. hehehe... kase wala talaga kong magawa!! waaaaah!! tapos almost all the time, ako ung last na tinatawag!!! grabe!!! sobrang dragging nah!!! hahaha!! but then, i saw God's favor! hehehehe... it's like this.. if you're a walk-in applicant, you'll have a screening interview.. then, if you passed, you'll have another interview before examination.. then 2 more interviews.. you're blessed if you don't receive any white paper.. hahaha!! and i'm blessed!! woooooooooooooooooooooh!!!
tapos, after the exam, supposed to be, 2 more interviews pa.. pero ako, isa na lang!! hahahahah!!! kanina ko nga lang na-realize un eh.. bukod sa dahil magsi-six pm na, kaya ganun.. i just felt that God's favor is really upon me.. hehehe!!! ndi ko nga alam na pag dating ko dun eh mageexam na pala agad akoh!! hahah!!! whow!! i just felt God's grace!!!

and whew!! i'm still waiting.. [o diba!?! up to this moment..] if the agency will call to tell me i'm hired or not.. hahah!!! whew!! and wow.. favorite ko nang stage ang waiting.. because it's also an opportunity to get close to God!! hahahahahhahahah!!! His mind does not change.. so whatever it is that He's up to... surely, it shall come to pass in His own time... and ako.. haha!!! i just have to hold on tightly to my God!!! whew!!!

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