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hmmm...

at long last, nakapag-blog ulit ako!!! ehehehehe.. and i was shocked sa bago kong lay-out! thanks myk!!!

nways, grabe.. two weeks ba kong ndi nakapag-internet...?!?!?! ndi naman ata.. one week lang.. ehehehehe... hmmmmmmmmmmm.. ano bang nangyari sa kin this past weeks..?! uhm.. ciempre, katatapos lang ng youth camp.. and it was really great!!! grabe! kahit sakit sa ulo, pero ok lang.. ang galing ni Lord.. and sobrang prayer really works!!!

best group ang team namin ni bess... and sobrang nagulat ako!!! haha!! iba talaga pag binabad sa prayer... how i pray na sana tulad ng worshipers, ganun din tumagal ung team namin... and mas higit pa... by God's grace...

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im on a decision-making point in my life right now.. hmmmmmmmmmmm... and ndi lang basta decision-making.. pero im very much thankful kase ndi hinahayaan ni Lord na mag-decide akong mag-isa.. i have HIS WORD... sobrang grabe lang talaga ung protection.. true enough that He will protect me from all dangers... hmmmmmmmmm... un nga lang, parang ang hirap.. but loving God is not a matter of how many things you can do for Him.. it's a matter of doing the things you can't do for Him...

right now, im taking this step of faith... susundin ko si Lord sa gusto Niyang ipagawa sa kin...

ndi man ganun ka-prestigious ang ministry na gusto ni Lord para sa kin, tipong parang ndi ganun ka halata sa mata ng lahat ng tao, hindi ganun ka visible ang ginagawa ko, pero ok lang.. it's still for God's glory.. and it's God's ministry...

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i do believe that when God gives us a command, it's usually for two things- it's because He wants to protect us, and because He wants to provide for us - His own way..

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