just wanna be sentimental...

time really flies so fast... 2 months to go and it's Christmas again... parang kailan lang Christmas din... the memories of my last Christmas is still fresh in my mind... i'm sort of reminiscin those things... hahaha... and as i recall those days, i don't know if i'll smile ['cause i'm lookin forward to what will happen in the future..] or i'll frown ['coz i'm missin those days.. it'll be different this time...]

nothing's permanent except change... haha.. and it's really true.. it's also true that after a good event in your life, expect that you'll experience something not so good..[bad!!!!] ehehehehe.... /pif.... haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.................

i don't know what's happening to me.. i'm not expecting something this Christmas.. but then i don't know why i'm excited.. aha!!! God makes me feel excited 'cause He'll surprise me with something.. ehehehehe... iba pag si Lord ung nag-surprise sayo... well, i just hope that this Christmas, i wouldn't feel alone... i pray that i won't miss that someone... haaaaay... i must admit that up to this moment, i'm kinda recovering... haaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyy..... but Christmas is not all about that.. if you have a special someone or not...ryt???!!! Christmas is far more than that!!!! i should celebrate it beacuse it's JC's birthday!!! hahaha!!! He redeemed me and saved me from death!!!! and that's the very reason to be happy this Christmas...

why do i alwyas have to be like this... sentimental... i always have to speak my mind first for me to be okay... hahahaha...

pasencia na po at baliw ang gumawa nito....

Comments

leeflailmarch said…

yihee, kilala ko kung sino namimiss mo... /gg

hehehe...

malungkot din ako. lagi naman e. every Christmas. parang typical na kasi e. predictable ba. yun bang ang expected ko lang talaga (and alam kong yun lang talaga ang mangyayari) e may family reunion, kainan, tulog lang ng mahaba, bukasan ng regalo, batian ng "Merry Christmas po..." yun lang. ang lungkot. walang bago. haay.

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